Shattered Thoughts

Goodbye To All The Good

I used to look up at blue skies
And think how come I wanna die.

I used to swallow raindrops.
While touring around the shops.

Sitting in the sun
Thinking about how I just bought a gun.

But now I stare at gray walls.
Wondering if someone will read my suicide note stuck on the school bathroom stall.

It's a ghost town
My feelings only going down.

A world abandoned at its height.
Let us all be alright.

I miss the fields we ran around in.
The mildew covered grass we made love in.

I miss the smiles we carried
As we walked for miles.

Not knowing where we're going to end it all.
Just hoping we'll be let out of this cage so we can watch the sky's tears fall.

I wished they'd told me long ago
That I was Juliet and you were Romeo.

We look the same but we aren't fine.
Without being able to see the sky we don't feel alive.

So let the summer have my teardrops.
We didn't know we opened Pandora's box.

All those happy moments are past.
This breath could be my last.

Let me see the sun one more time
Don't let my nostalgia become a crime.

I have realized since my sadness is considerable
There is no greater sorrow than to recall a happy time when miserable.

You were suppose to survive
And now I've realized life isn't a test drive.

We didn't know we were playing Russian roulette,
But I will never forget.

I told you we were Juliet and Romeo
And this pain is something I should just let go.

We were Rose and Jack with no worries, no panic.
Our happiness the Titanic.

With so much sadness he couldn't float
We no longer had a boat.

But don't worry
To sadness I am not immune.

My nostalgia was never meant to last.
So I will rid myself of all the past.