Shattered Thoughts

Poem: Unbelievable

I dreamed of you talking to me.

Then you finally did; you set me free.

I thought we were friends.

But this is where the dream ends.

Going back to your old ways.

Destroying me in just days.

That night you tore me apart.

Like you didn't even care what I would end up feeling in my heart.

I don't know what it was but something inside of me finally broke.

Making me feel like a fucking joke.

I try to tell my tale.

But you just say to stop being overdramatic- it's not like anyone went to jail.

You say it's not a competition.

But to tell my story I feel like I need permission.

How do I compete with the survivors?

There natural born fighters.

They've been through way worse.

And here I am acting like my whole existence is a curse.

Ungrateful, spiteful, whore.

You said you'd never call me thesee things- you swore!

But everyone lies their asses off.

Trying to cover up the truth with a cough.

I never thought I could be deceived.

And your absence will be grieved.

Don't try to change my mind.

Consider this as being kind.

What can I say?

I will always feel this way.