Shattered Thoughts

No Reason

Your my reason to stay.

You keep my demons at bay.

You tried to help me.

You said you heard my plea.

Then I started to cut.

But around everyone I continued to strut.

It's yourself your gonna blame.

But it's really the whole world that should feel shame.

Forget about me.

Let my memory be.

I was a lost cause.

I was full of flaws.

Me, you couldnt have saved.

Put these words on my headstone., make them engraved.

You tried your best- you truly did.

But from you it was all hid.

Don't feel sad.

You shouldn't feel bad.

It was my own dreams that got me.

Making the night air always fill with my plea.

I had a reason to stay.

But you walked away so this shall be my death day.

My being gone should lift a weight off your shoulders.

I know my words were like boulders.

My own memories eating me alive in my sleep.

So I had to make it stop- this time I might cut too deep.

Load up the gun.

Swallow the pills one by one.

Some people won't feel this pain- never!

But I do so that's why I need to finally go to sleep forever.