Shattered Thoughts

Poem: Arms

"Arms"

By- Citizen_of_hell

Led in my arms
Stone in my heart.

Granite in my mind
Let me stop time.

Shoot to kill 
What a thrill?

Lying in blood
Choking on regrets.

Bleeding out,
Let me shout.

The bullet went in my mind 
Why did I have to be so kind?

The gunshot was heard for miles
Everyone's still wearing their smiles.

Like a forgotten fire left to go cold.
I am going to the house of gold.

Unspoken truths on my lips 
I can still feel your crawling hands on my hips.

My innocence was like a rose,
Crushed in your fist as you tore off my clothes.

What were you trying to prove?
Do you regret it as I lie unable to move.

The dirt filled with the bones of the brave.
My chest feels like an empty cave.

Left to throb on the hard cement.
I wish this was just something I dreamt.

But it is real.
And it's something no one should feel.

My broken body lying in the middle of the road.
Like some worthless load.

I stare at the eclipse,
I realize this is something I can't fix.

Left with all the shame
After this silly game.

Body's bare
Mind wiped

Heart full of air
Eyes overcome with dislike.

Take me into the house of light
I have lost my fight.

I will not be a survivor.
Someone put out my fire.

I bet now they all feel like kings,
While I wait for my wings.

Now I feel no more pain,
This is a situation where they had no gain.

As the sirens come,
I know I am done.

I don't know if I will get justice,
The world should feel disgusted.

I stare up at the sky,
As I feel my heart die.

I thought nobody heard my plea,
But I finally feel angel arms wrap around me.