You're My Cool Guy. . . {Dave x Karkat}

God Damn it Dave

I pushed him off of me, giving him the what the fuck face.

"Sorry I couldn't help it.." He murmured.

I stared at him for a moment and but my lip.

"I'm really sorry Karkat..." He mumbled and hugged me tightly.

I tried to push him off again but I just burst out in tears.

"Shhh.." Dave said rubbing my back softly as I cried into him.

Why can't I just fight back. Yell. Scream. Kick. Punch. All he's doing is hurting me.

I sigh and so does he.

Sometimes I don't know what I even want anymore. It frustrates me that even though he's a jerk.. I still love him. God I hate that word. Love.

Love.

L.o.v.e.

Love.

God it sucks that one simple word can ruin your life or make it ten times better.

I sighed again and he put his hands on my waist.

"Dave please... Stop..." I murmured and he frowned.

"KarKat... I really am sorry.. I swear I didn't mean to hurt you."

"get out."

"What?..."

"I said get out. Leave. Go away." I hissed.

dave looked kinda hurt but I didn't care. "Just leave me the fuck alone dave!" I yelled not knowing tears were rolling down my face.

Dave sighed and kissed me one last time before exiting my room. By then I was on the floor crying. I didn't know why. He just made me... Ugh... Sad, but happy, but to the point where I wanna scream and shoot myself in the head.

Later that night I wrapped my wrists for reasons... I'm not proud of. The blood seeping through. I sobbed on the bathroom floor. "Why the fuck do I have to be in love with him!? Of all people..."

"KarKat... Please come out.." I heard kankri from the other side of the door.

My brother was the only one who knew of what I did. And still do. He it very nosey but I guess that's what makes him so great.

I let him in and my brother sat on the floor with me. "Come on karkat... You'll be okay.." Kankri said and sighed. For once he wasn't talking. He ass just holding me. Making me feel better.. Even though he's a total douche some times I love him.

"So what's up?..." He asked.

"Dave.. God fucking damn it.. It's always dave.." I said leaning my head back.

"I see I see..." Kankri said running his hand through his own hair.

"Maybe you souls just talk to him.. Work things out.. I bet he'll still listen even though you yelled at him." Kankri chuckled and I smiled and nodded.

"He's just so annoying.. He's a player and I don't see how I like hi at all.."

"You'll figure it out.. I promise you that." Kankri said and I leaned up agents him.

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Alright short update because in tired, so yeah.

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