Stardale

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I watched as the door shut since Peter and my mom walked out. Cole looked at me. I was angry and I needed to calm down. For Cole's sake and the baby's sake.

I slowly sat down and he slowly neared me until he was beside the chair. I was ignoring his presence the best I could. It was hard to do.

I love him to death but, I can't keep doing this with him. It's constantly him getting hurt and me constantly worrying. But, I also need to learn to understand and forgive.

"Ash." He said. I stood up and he stood up. "Why?! After I told you how dangerous it is." I exclaimed angrily as I lunged at him.

He caught me and held me to his chest tightly as I struggled to get free from his grip. I gave up and my breathing was heavy. "Ash. I'm sorry. It won't happen again. I swear. I promise." He said.

"You could of got hurt worse or even worse, died." I said while crying. I hate my damn hormones. He looked confused. I mean. I don't blame him.

I go from angry to sad in a matter of seconds. That is pretty confusing if you admit it. He hugged me and I just continued to cry into his chest.

For some odd reason. I should be shoving him away or hitting him with a frying pan for what he did. He shushed me as he rubbed up and down my back.

Peter and mom walked in and sat down. "Uh. I look so ugly right now." I said while pulling away from him. "I'm pregnant." He said. I looked at him confused. "What?" I asked.

"I thought we were saying things that were impossible." He said. I smiled and hugged him. He hugged me back. "So. Things are better I see." Mom said.

"If he pulls a stunt like that again I will beat him with a frying pain before driving him far away." I said. "Thanks babe. The love is real." He said sarcastically.

"Oh I know. Let's go. I want to sleep." I said. "Oh honey." Mom said while laughing. "Your brothers are going to kill Cole." Peter said hinting about my pregnancy.

"Yeah. But, they can live with it. It's just a matter of time before they are spoiling the baby." I said. "True." He said. Cole was next to me and took my hand in his as we walked out of the bar to my car.

"Can I come to the appointment tomorrow?" He asked as I started driving. "No. You have school. I'll let you know after my appointment though." I said. He sighed.

"But, Ash." He said. "But nothing. Maybe I can start scheduling the appointments on the weekends." I said. "So we will be having a November baby." He said. "Unless the baby comes early and on October 31st." I said. He chuckled.

"You really love Halloween." He said. "Yes. Yes I do. But, I have a feeling this baby isn't going to come until November. Maybe it will be a thanksgiving baby." I said.

He chuckled. "You my Queen, are something else." He said. I put the roof down. "Oh I know." I said. He chuckled and I took in the drive. My surroundings, the smells, the air and what I could take in.