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Somehow (Kurono x Reader)

Warning!
Before you start this you need to know, this does not have a happy ending! This is about a (forced) one sided love! This deals with extremely heavy topics for some people! Very descriptive scenes of 'sensitive topics'!

Read At Your Own Risk!

Who: Kurono Hari
Quirk: Reflect
Villain Name: Mirror
About the Reader: Chisaki's Sister (Yes, Again) & Hurt/Broken
About Them: N/A
Time: Random
Rating: Heavy! Angst
Gender: Female
Word Count: 2061

(Y/N P.O.V)

Chronostasis, the grey arrow haired male had always caught my eye. I didn't know what it was about him. Maybe it was his loyalty to my big brother, or his kindness to me no matter what I did. I just couldn't find my reasoning, so I stoped looking, I stopped trying, I stopped feeling.

"Y/N, Master Overhaul wishes to see you in his office." I nodded and followed Tengai to my brothers office. I walked in and closed the door behind me, assuming, correctly, he didn't have his plague mask on.

"Yes sir?" I asked, voice drained of emotion. He looked up at me with soft eyes. He motioned to a seat in front of his desk, which I slowly sat down in and looked back up at him.

"What," he paused, trying to think of the right things to say. "What happened, did someone hurt you or something?" I looked at him, confusion filling my E/C orbs.

"You," He paused again and took a deep breath. "You used to be so hyper and cheerful, now you're dull and uninterested." I knew he wasn't meaning that in a hurtful way, but it still hit me hard hearing from my older brother, the person I've looked up to all my life.

The truth was, I had given up on love, on everything. I felt like I wasn't good enough for anyone. My life had spiraled downward at a speed I couldn't stop, a speed so fast I looked like a blur. I just kept falling and falling and had no one to help me back up.

Rappa had found out about my feelings for Chronostasis, and in an attempt to get my brother to fight him, he told Chrono. Of course he declined and went on like it was nothing. That's when it started.

I started losing sleep, continuously thinking about how he walked away so nonchalantly after breaking my heart, burning the pieces, and then proceeding to burn the ashes.

I stopped eating and would eat as little as possible during the day, then eat a ton at night to stop the pain, and then erase it from my life by throwing it up again.

I had lost all the color in my face. I lost the cheerfulness in my tone and expressions. Rappa had continuously apologized, as if it were his fault. It was partially his fault, but I didn't tell him that.

He would threaten to tell Kai, only to be followed by me breaking down and begging him not to. He would try to calm me down before proceeding to tell me wouldn't, only to have him threaten me the next day.

Chronostasis never got to close to me, he acted as though he was afraid to be around me. I didn't know what I was doing wrong, I kept searching and looking and searching more.

I kept experimenting, stoping things I would usually do, only to have the same results, nothing. Nothing ever changed! It would always stay the same! He would walk away every time I neared where he was!

I kept changing and breaking and then tried changing something else only to break again! I was a damn doll lost in the dollhouse of hopelessness and failure!

I felt lost in an sea of my emotions with no chance of ever finding peace! I was at constant war between my mind and body!

My mind kept screaming at me to eat but my body kept rejecting any food I tried to put into it! It got so bad that even Sakaki noticed my change, and he was constantly drunk!