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Hell (Todoroki x Mentally Unstable! Reader)

Who: Todoroki Shoto
Quirk: Half Plasma-Electricity Half Venom Crystals
Hero Name: Yami
About the Reader: Mentally Unstable
About Them: N/A
Time: Random
Rating: Angst & Fluff
Gender: Female
Word Count: 2196
Requested By: @icyy_hott-

(Y/N P.O.V)

I stepped onto the famous campus, adrenaline pumping through my veins. Everything that happened in the past month is a blur. Chisaki, the name stung to say. My... father? I don't know what he is to me, I just know I hate him for everything he's ever done.

Some don't know this, but behind closed doors, he's far worse then anyone could've ever imagined. You think what he does to pros is bad? Imagine him as a parental figure. He cut into a child, a child that wasn't even his, a child who is barely old enough to read and write.

For what?! Just the blood he's going to use to hurt more people...

I'm glad I was saved from having to live that life any longer. He ruined me. I can't have a normal life after all he did. He didn't experiment on me as he did with Eri, but he messed up my mind, he fucked it up. The slightest things can set me off.

Say one wrong thing to me and you could be halfway to heaven before you can even blink. I didn't want to be this way, nor do I like it, but it couldn't be helped I suppose. What's done is done, it's the past now. No matter how much I hate it or how much I want to change it, I can't...

I'm too weak...

I've never been strong enough. Not for myself, not for Kai, not for mom...

But I need to put that behind me. I can start over here. I can build a new future for myself. And that's what I plan on doing throughout my three years here. I'm gonna flip my life around, give me something else to hope for. Give me new dreams and aspirations to reach for.

I am going to find light in this underground hole I call a life. I'm gonna dig, as far as I need to, to get to the brighter day. Everyone says there a future waiting for me, but will I ever reach it? The answer is yes! I am striving for a new life, a chance to start over!

Isn't that what everyone wants? A chance to start over? I'm not gonna waste mine, not a chance in Hell-! I'm gonna milk every second in this new life. I'm gonna enjoy every Kai free moment! I don't ever want to see him again.

I was brought back with the sound of a bell. I looked up, my eyes narrowing as the sun shone into my eyes, I was looking up at the clock hanging on the wall. "Well... it's time I suppose." I took one step forward, immediately regretting my decision to join a hero school.

I swallowed my fear and continued inside. I tried to go through my schedule again in my head, but I felt like I was forgetting things. "Damn it why do I have to be so god damn useless!" I grumpily pulled my schedule from my bookbag, scanning over it and seeing I had everything right in my head.

I sighed and continued to homeroom, also known as the hero course. I froze at the door, not wanting to walk in and immediately be bombarded with questions. I wanted to knock, but I felt it would interrupt the class already inside.

I once again swallowed my fear and softly knocked on the door, stepping back and praying they didn't mind. I waited a bit, beginning to rub my arms from the sudden chill in the air. I heard footsteps approaching the door, an annoyed groan coming from the owner.

As soon as the door opened, though, the owner of the footsteps, pro hero Eraserhead, seemed to soften up a bit. "Welcome Y/N, hopefully, it wasn't too hard to find this place." I shrugged, glancing past him and into the room full of students. They all seemed nice, but that didn't rid me of my fear.