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An Eye For An Eye (Dead! Shirakumo x Suicidal! Reader)

Who: Shirakumo Oboro
Quirk: Crystal Kitsune
Hero Name: Crystal
About the Reader: Suicidal
About Them: Dead & Coming Back(?)
Time: Random
Rating: Angst & Fluff
Gender: Female
Word Count: 1272 
Requested By: @AlexDrawz

(Y/N P.O.V)

Tears pricked the corners of my eyes as they broke the news. He was dead... and there was nothing I could do to bring him back. I wanted him back, I don't know if it was just me being selfish, but I didn't care!

He was my best friend, someone I could rely on, someone I loved even though I knew my feelings would never be returned.

I rushed out of the office, running up the stairs and to the roof. I took out the notebook I carried with me and tore out a page. My hands were shaking violently as I sloppily began writing.

Hҽ'ʂ ɠσɳҽ, I ƈαɳ'ƚ ƚαƙҽ ιƚ. I'ʋҽ Ⴆҽҽɳ ƙɳσɯɳ ƚσ Ⴆҽ ҽαʂιʅყ ƚαƙҽɳ σʋҽɾ Ⴆყ ɱყ ҽɱσƚισɳʂ Ⴆυƚ ƚԋιʂ ƚιɱҽ ιʂ ԃιϝϝҽɾҽɳƚ. Hҽ αʅɯαყʂ ԋҽʅρҽԃ ɱҽ ƚԋɾσυɠԋ ɱყ ιɳʂƚαႦιʅιƚყ, Ⴆυƚ ԋҽ ƈαɳ'ƚ ɳσɯ. Wԋαƚ'ʂ ƚԋҽ ρσιɳƚ ιɳ ɠσιɳɠ σɳ. I ɯαʂ αʅɯαყʂ ƚσʅԃ I'ԃ ɳҽʋҽɾ ɱαƙҽ α ɠσσԃ ρɾσ, αɳԃ I ƈαɳ ʂҽҽ ɯԋყ ɳσɯ. GσσԃႦყҽ ɱყ ρɾσ ԋҽɾσ ƈσɱραɳισɳʂ, I'ʅʅ ɱιʂʂ ყσυ αʅʅ ԃҽαɾʅყ.

I stood on the edge of the side facing away from public view. No one had chased me up, they probably thought I was just going to cry alone like always...

I felt the wind blow the hair out of my face. It was a beautiful, county side view; it was much different from the noisiness and crowdedness of the city. I turned and faced the door. I took a small step back and felt the wind rush past me.

It was howling in my ears as I fell. I heard shouts from the top of the roof before hearing another sharp whistle of air, and I stopped falling. I couldn't hear anything, I couldn't see anything either, everything was dark... I passed out in Hawk's arms as he flew back to the roof.

Yamada, Present Mic, picked up the note, which was being held by the notebook, and began reading it to the pros gathered by,

"He's gone, I can't take it. I've been known to be easily taken over by my emotions but this time is different. He always helped me through my instability, but he can't now. What's the point in going on. I was always told I'd never make a good pro, and I can see why now. Goodbye my pro hero companions, I'll miss you all dearly."

⚫︎⚫︎⚫︎Time Skip: Three Months ⚫︎⚫︎⚫︎

It's been a while since the incident.  All the pros there agreed to keep it a secret from the public so villains didn't use his death against me. I had been put on mental health leave for four months, this was month three. 

It was hard adjusting to not seeing him, it always tore me up when I went to my contacts and saw his photo staring back at me; I couldn't force myself to delete it yet. I wanted to remember just a little while longer...

"Y/N! It's good to see you!"

Midnight and Yamada walking into my small house. Sure I was a pro, but I didn't care for owning a big house or a lot of property. I just wanted to live a simple, quiet home life, but I never really got time at home until the past few months.

"Hey, what are you two doing here?"

I sat up from my spot on the couch, letting the blanket fall off of me. I had just woken up from a small nap, so I was still in pajamas. It was just a pair of shorts and an oversized hoodie, but you could tell it was sleepwear. 

"We came to inform you about the lastest villain antics since I know you probably haven't been watching the news since it's still covering him." I nodded. Why should I watch the news? Even if something big did happen I was on leave so I couldn't do anything. 

"Alright, you got me there. So, what's been going on while I've been away?"

They began telling me of the new group of elite villains who call themselves the League of Villains, the leader is a man by the name of Shigaraki Tomura. They have a teleporter by the name of Kurogiri. 

Apparently the looks of this Kurogiri person greatly resembled that of Shirakumos quirk. They stayed for a while, discussing with me the possibility of Shirakumo being used as a part of a Nomu. The thought of it shook me to my core.

First, he's taken away from me, then he's turned into my enemy. If this is true... I don't know if I can continue my job as a pro... I can't fight him, even if he's not who he used to be. He's still my best friend, the person with who I grew up.

He was always there for me, he never even thought once about hurting me. I wouldn't ever be able to forgive myself if I hurt him after everything he's done for me. 

My zoned out state was noticed by the two in my small apartment who just kinda sat there, waiting for me to click back into reality. After about ten minutes of me zoned out and thinking to myself, Yamada snapped in front of my eyes, pulling me back into the present. 

"You good, you were zoned off for a while." I blinked a few times, letting my eyes adjust to his face. "Yeah, sorry, I was just thinking..." Midnight had always been able to see right through me, no matter how thick or cloudy I made my walls.

"Hey, I'm here for you if you need anything," She grabbed my hand and squeezed it gently, she always got really serious and soft looking when she sensed someone close to her was upset. Her usually lust-filled, hard-looking violet eyes turned a pastel purple, filled with nothing but a friendly worry.

She sent me a smile, something she really only did during interviews. I guess I should feel lucking she allowed me to see it outside of the television screen. She and Yamada said their goodbyes before taking their leave. 

I stayed in the same spot for a while afterward,  still just thinking of the possibility that Shirakumo was part of a Nomu. It wasn't possible, he couldn't have allowed that to happen. No, not even after his death, he would never be on the villain's side, right?

I sighed softly, standing up and heading into the kitchen. I turned on the small radio, listening to the hero's news for the first time since I started my break. "Pro hero Endeavor saved the day again, he saved three young adults from a local villain attack earlier today. He's really reaching for the number one hero spot."

I immediately shut it off, I wanted nothing to do with that abusive flame hero. I heard of what he had done to his poor children and vowed to never speak to him again until he swore to change. His bond with me will only be repaired after the one with his family is. 

I slammed a cabinet shut and hopped on the counter, covering my face with my hands. I began softly crying to myself, trying to stay as quiet as possible even though I was home alone. It took me a second to calm down, but when I did, a purple portal slowly opened in front of me... 

Authors Note: I'm sorry it's short, I'm not feeling it right now