All I Need

十一

Namjoon waited till he hit the water, but instead felt a pair of arms wrap around his upper body and pull him over the railing.

Namjoon's headphones had fallen out and tears were falling from his eyes.

He thrashed and begged who ever pulled him form the edge to let him die.

He has to die.

For the members and himself.

Namjoon could hear two male voices telling him to calm down. He heard sirens and people giving orders. Things were too overwhelming and before he knew it, he had passed out.

.

Namjoon woke up to a splitting headache. He looked around him and noticed he was at the hospital. There was an officer talking to a nurse and Namjoon noticed he had an IV in his arm.

Namjoon realized he had failed. He wasn't able to kill himself.

So fucking useless.

The urge to cut was becoming unbearable and Namjoon wanted to release the pain desperately.

Before Namjoon could think of something, a doctor walked over to him.

"I know you must be very confused, but you were pulled from the bridge by two officers. You passed out and were taken here. You will be able to leave once you finish the IV, but we highly recommend seeing a therapist. We have contacted your guardian and they are on their way."

The doctor gave Namjoon a smile and left.

Namjoon was scared.

His guardian was coming.

His guardian.

He has Yoongi as his guardian.

Shit.

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YOONGI POV

We are pacing the living room trying to figure out where Namjoon would have gone.

We are scared out of our minds. After we received the text everyone entered a state of panic. Who wouldn't? The conversation we had the other day was quite alarming and now he was saying he was the problem and he was getting rid of it?

I'm really fucking scared.

I'm praying to any god that might exist that Namjoon is ok.

I'm hoping that he will walk through the front door any second and be fine.

I glanced over the members.

Jimin was on the couch hugging Jungkook while he cried. Jungkook looked like he could break at any second.

Taehyung was repeatedly calling Namjoon's phone and cursing under his breath as he looked out the window.

Hoseok and Jin were arguing about god knows what.

Things have gone to chaos.

Suddenly my phone began to ring.

I didn't recognize the caller ID, but I answered anyway.

"Hello?"

"Yes, I'm Min Yoongi."

"Namjoon's guardian?"

When I said his name the members instantly looked up at me stopping what they are doing.

"What?!"

The members began to ask questions repeatedly. I signaled them to quiet down so I could hear the person on the phone.

"You found him?"

The members looked relieved.

"...he tried to kill himself?"

At that moment the world froze. My heart seemed to stop.

We have been all trying to not assume the worst, but it seems that what we hoped wouldn't happen, has.

The members looked at me shocked.

"I-Is he ok...?" I asked hesitant.

I soon hung up with the officer and grabbed my coat.

"Well?" Jin asked worried.

"They said he is at the hospital right now. We should head down now."

Jungkook grabbed my arm before I could move any further.

"Is he ok?" He asked with tears brimming in his eyes.

I sighed.

"They wouldn't say."