All I Need

十二

Namjoon couldn't stop looking at the IV bag. It was only half way done.

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

Yoongi might be here any second! Hurry the fuck up!

Namjoon was beyond scared. He didn't want to confront the members. He wanted to get out of this darn hospital as soon as possible so he can properly end his life.

"Excuse me docto-"

Before Namjoon could finish his sentence a group of 6 worried grown men ran into the hospital emergency room.

Namjoon froze.

Fuck.

They were frantically looking around and when their eyes landed on Namjoon they ran over to him.

"Namjoon!"

"Hyung!"

"We were so worried!"

"Are you ok?"

"Where is the doctor!"

Namjoon felt like he was going to have a panic attack with the amount of questions he was being bombarded with.

An officer with the doctor walked over.

"Is one of you guys Namjoon's guardian?" The officer asked.

Yoongi walked towards him.

The officer and doctor pulled him off to the side to talk with him.

As soon as they left I was being bombarded with more questions.

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YOONGI POV

The officer took a deep breath before speaking.

"As I mentioned on the phone, Namjoon did try to commit suicide. Fortunately my partner and I were able to pull him from the edge of Han River just as he had began to lean forward."

Yoongi frowned.

Namjoon loves Han River.

Hearing the fact that Namjoon was so close to dying made his heart clench.

"From our tests, Namjoon just seems to be malnourished and in urgent need of a therapist." The doctor said sternly.

I nodded and failed to speak as I was on the verge of crying.

After the doctor and officer said a few closing words I made my way back over to the members.

The members looked at me, expecting me to talk about Namjoon, but I decided it was probably not good to mention the whole being pulled from the edge thing in front of him.

I simply shook my head and they seemed to understand.

Namjoon was not looking at any of us. He seemed guilty and upset.

It was breaking my heart.

Once his IV finished we were on our way back home.

The ride was silent and tense.

I couldn't help but worry.

What the fuck are we going to do?