Taylor's p.o.v:
I sobbed into my pillow all day long, for weeks and weeks. This was unlike any breakup i'd ever experienced before. Other times it was a big fight, and i hated the person afterwards. But this is something else. This wasn't a fight or a hatred towards Harry, it was a hatred towards myself. He left me because he saw me for who i truly was, and he didn't like the person he'd become when he was around me. I'd finally lost the battle i'd been fighting for so many years. But now i'd given up. What was the point of fighting when there was nothing to fight for?
"Tay!" Selena made me just as she walked into the room. "I hate to see you so upset.
"I'm fine." I sat up, wiping my eyes. "It's just a faze."
"That doesn't mean you're not going through a hard time." Selena sat on the bed and put her arm around me.
"You're right." I wiped away another tear that dropped drop my eye. "I wish there was something I could do to make myself feel better and happier. Stronger."
"Well." She grinned. "I did bring some snacks."
"Aw, Sel."
"And we're going to bring watch F.R.I.E.N.D.S!" She squealed with excitement.
"You hate F.R.I.E.N.D.S." It's true, she hated the show.
"I mean..." She shrugged. "I wouldn't call it a hatred, maybe more of a loathing."
"Then why are we watching it?"
"Because I love you!" She said, opening a bag of chips and handing it to me.
"And i love you!" I crunched on the salt and vinegar chip. "Speaking of love, how's Niall?"
"He's a dream." Said Selena. "It was our six month anniversary last week, and he cooked for me!"
"That's cute." I smiled for the first time in weeks. "I'm happy for you."
"Aw, babe."
"Wait..." I said. "Selena, how did you get into my house? No one's home."
"Yeah but you gave me a key." She shrugged, innocently. "And since i rung your bell ten times with no response, i used it."
"Well you can blame Harry for that." I shocked both of us with my free use of the name. "The crying is his fault."
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