Patrick x Shaun
I've messed up big time, and I thought I've done stupid shit in the past. Ha, nope. Letting Shaun and Micheal fight, has to be the worst thing I've ever done. I could've stopped them from fighting, yet I decided to watch. To see how Shaun would threaten Micheal, until he was crying in his own tears.
I don't know what hurt me more. The fact that I couldn't help Micheal, or the words that came out of Shaun's mouth. I never seen him filled with this much anger before. Even when Stormy died, he wasn't as bad as that.
The door slamming shut, is still clear in my mind. The ringing won't stop, as everything becomes a blur, as Micheal continues to cry.
If only I could go back a few minutes, I could've jumped in before that fight got that heated. I could've done something, and I now that.
I close my hands into fists, as I come into control of Micheals body. It's better for me to be in control, then him trying to do something to worsen his health.
The pounding of footsteps can still be heard, as my hands grab the olden door handle. I twist it, only to be hit by a force. My body flys backwards, as pain shoots through my arm. I curl into a small ball, as I let the other person do what they want.
Hopefully it's a robber, coming here to steal stuff. Maybe even a serial killer, then he could finally be killed. It's better to die, then knowing that he made Shaun angry.
I feel a hand touch my shoulder, as fear takes over me. Oh, I hope that- "Micheal, are you okay? I came back here to apologize."
I could barely get a sentence out, as I was checking on my own tears. "Patrick, help." Came out of my mouth, as my whole body shakes.
Shaun seems to understand what I meant by my small statement, as I could feel arms wrap around me. "Shhh, it'll be okay Patrick, breathe with me, don't you dare pass out on me."
Slowly, before I notice, my breathing becomes normal again. I regain my eyesight again, while Shaun was whispering things in my ear.
"Everything will be okay, I got you. I'm so deeply sorry for yelling at you and Micheal. If I could take it back I would. I never wanted to hurt either of you, you're both special to me in different ways."
I bring my eyes up to meet Shaun's, as I stare deep into his eyes. "What do you mean Shaun. That we are both special, cause last time I checked you hated my guts."
Shaun looks away for a few seconds, then returns his gaze to Patrick. "I meant what I said, Micheal is my brother, and I would do anything for him." He pauses, as I wait for him to continue.
"I can understand that I act like I hate you, but your more special to me then Micheal is. You always appear when I'm having a bad time, yet you can easily make me feel better with just a few words. Patrick, your more special to me, then you could ever think."
After he was done talking, he buried his head into my chest. I finally return his hug, as we just sit there in a comfortable silence.
"You know, your not that bad Shaun, yet everybody thinks your a bad person. They just need to give you a chance, like the chance I'm giving you."
I lay my head down on his shoulder, as he stops hugging me. "Patrick, what would you think, if I asked you if you wanted to be my special someone?"
I turn into a blushing mess, as I try to look into his serious gaze. "I would say yes, that's what I would think." We both smile, as he brings me back into a hug. "You won't regret giving me another chance Patrick, I will never hurt you again."
