Jaylex
The way I fit into your arms when you hug me, makes me wonder if we are made for each other. Like, the world made us meet for this special moment. To be the comforter, and help the other when they need a little boost.
Then there is the little comments you say to me, which make me either laugh or want to punch you. Your voice seems so dull, yet there's so much emotion behind it. I can't help but laugh my heart out, while you smile at my joy.
Today, felt different then all of the other days. Yet, I just can't figure out why. Maybe it was how close we were, that we where right next to each touching, without a gap between us. Then there's other things, like how you put your arm over my head, and how you mostly fell on me.
I tired so hard not to blush, yet my face was probably stained red. Something about the way you have around me, just wants me let down my whole guard. Let me spill everything to you, without a second thought in the world.
There's just something about you, and I want to understand what it is. Like, why do you have this type of power over me? Maybe I want to be my own person, and not have this worried little voice in the back of my head. Telling me thousands of things in my mind, both bad and good things.
The worst thing for me, is whenever I see you looking sad. It just makes me want to break down on the spot. I would go up and ask if you are okay, but I freeze up on the spot. Like, maybe you don't want to talk to me, and I'm just wasting your time.
Lately I've been thinking, that the little moment we had a few days ago, meant nothing to you. Like, you seem to have acted like nothing happened between the two of us, yet I can't be the only one that felt that spark.
Who knows, maybe it was only one sided, and only I felt it. Maybe I'll just watch from the sidelines, as my heart swells up every time it sees you. One day I'll muster up the courage to tell you, the way my heart seems to speak in riddles every time I see your face.
Hopefully that day is soon, cause I can't help falling in love with you Alex.
