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Sean x Lee x Mo
All around me for miles, was darkness. Well, I'm pretty sure the basement isn't actually that big, but it looks big in the dark. Out of all of the things a former leader could be afraid of. The darkness has always put fear into my heart, by what is actually in it.
I never knew when the Speaker could come out of its lurking, and come and take me away. My screams could be silenced with the pitch blackness, of this never lasting dark. I thought I could handle this, but I was terribly wrong.
Whenever Lee or Mo would come down and check on me, were the best seconds of my life. Even if I was glared at, or close to being tortured for answers. Seeing the light be turned on, was a blessing to me. After awhile though, they came down less, and that's when "they" came out to play.
I'm not in a good mindset, as any sane person could tell by just looking at me. With my years of leading those crazy nut heads, and listening to the everlasting whispers of my past leader. Those whispers still haunt me in the dark, reminding me of all of the things that I've done. Telling me things, that I knew was true somewhere in my heart.
That's probably why, when suddenly I saw both of them come into the basement. I thought my time of living was up. The creaking of the old floorboards, was a clear give away someone was coming. Yet, when the light turned on, I didn't think I would be staring into the eyes of both of them.
My head hang low, trying to avoid eye contact with them. Trying to hide my true emotions, with my normal facade. The footsteps get closer, until I can make out both of their shoes. They whisper to each other for a few seconds, as the words never reach my ears. They are probably planning on who gets to kill me, and finally let my suffering end. Well, that's what I hope they are talking about.
"So." Lee finally says, cutting the silence in the room. My head almost looked up, yet I force myself to keep looking at the ground. Hoping that neither of them caught any emotion in my eyes. "You've been down here for awhile, haven't you Sean."
I swear, if they just came down here to remind me of everything. Like, I already do that every second that I'm breathing. There's no use of reminding me, if I've never forgotten in the first place. If I'm not thinking about what they Speaker has done to me, I'm thinking about how much I've hurt these two.
It takes a few minutes until Mo lets out a small cough, as to tell Lee to continue. The discomfort on Lee's face shows, as he try's to look at my eyes, which are staring deep into the ground below. "So Sean, me and Mo have been talking and-" Without letting the words sink into my brain, I let out my thoughts.
"You guys have finally decided on killing me?" Joy starts to show on my face, until I noticed the horrified looks on their faces. "Why, would you ever think that we would want to kill you?" Lee's voice quivers, as he looks back and forth between me and Mo.
I don't let out my answer, as the ground starts to look more interesting to me. Looks like today isn't the day my suffering will end, which is saddening the more that I think about it. "Sean." Hearing my name kicks me out of my thoughts, as my gaze slowly travels over to Mo.
A small grin comes to my lips, to show him that I'm paying attention. "Answer him." The grin fades, as I try to hold myself together. Of course they want me say why I think that I should die, then they will just blackmail me in the future. Maybe, it will bring me closer to death, if I just tell them know. Instead of just dragging it on, for no reason.
One last sigh comes out of my lips, as I open my mouth to speak. "I deserve death, after all of the pain I made the both of you go through. Keeping me alive, would be a mistake on both of your parts. Unless, you guys think that me reminding myself of the things I've done, is a better punishment then death. Then go right ahead, I'm just tired of fighting."
After the words leave my mouth, a small tug came from my hands. Fear went through me, as my worst fears came to my head. I try to scramble out of the way, only for me to fall on the cold ground. It wasn't the worlds most softest thing, as it felt like a rock.
Pain appeared on my side, as arms wrapped around me. A small squeak came out of my mouth, as I try to get out of the grasp. Another pair of arms stop my failing arms, as I notice that they are free. I try to calm myself down, as the hands leave my shaking hands. The pain of the rope burns on my wrists, finally becomes noticeable, but I try to tune it out.
My whole body relaxes into, which I notice is Lee's arms, as Mo joins him. "Sean, we understand that it wasn't your fault. It took a lot of realizing, and we are sorry for leaving you down here, when you needed us." I keep my mouth shut, as my eyes start to fight with my body. A chuckle comes from my right, as I slowly fall into a nightmare less sleep. Something I haven't had in months.
Lee looks over to Mo, as the broken boy sleeps in their arms. "Do you ever think that he will heal, Mo? Like, will he ever stop blaming himself for these things?" Mo try's to think positive, yet he didn't know the answer himself. "All we can do is hope Lee. That's the only thing that we can do."
