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We made our way inside the car and just sat there in silence. "You want to talk about it?" JB asked as I stood there in the car, staring in distance.
"No!" I said looking down. He dropped the conversation and started the car. He was driving for a long time, I don't even know where he's headed at this point I did not care.
It didn't take long for JB to arrive at a place at the mountains. It was night time and you could see the view of Seoul as we were at the top of a hill.
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He walked out of the car and sat down at the edge. I stayed for a minute in the car before walking out. I made my way to him and sat down.
I took a deep breath of fresh air as I stared at the beautiful sight infront of me.
I had always dreamed to have a date like this. I know this is not a date but still, I appretiate him for bringing me here.
"I come here all the time when I don't feel like talking to someone." He started off making me turn towards him.
"Why did you bring me here?" I asked and he turned to me. "I felt like you needed a place to think." He said and I smiled sadly. "Thank you!" I said and turned back to stare at the city.
I had been doing fine before I saw him and as soon as I saw all my memories came to mind.
"He was my ex boyfriend," I started off while looking at the distance, "I was a naive girl back when I moved to Korea. I had lived here with my dad before we moved back to Sweden to finish my high school." I sighed looking at my hands.
"During those 2 years I had been in Sweden, he never came to see me while I did everytime I had a break." I said my eyes tearing up.
"Last time I decided to visit him was in the middle of my senior year, we had a break for a week," I kept talking as JB only listened to me.
"I came to his house..." I trailed off, my eyes filling with tears, "Since I started to surprise him he didn't have any idea I would be coming." I said and a tear fell down my cheek.
"I caught him with another girl..." I said my heart breaking at the memory. "I was in such an emotional state back then after my parents' divorce so seeing him betray me was too much." I sobbed, my vision of the city getting blurred from the tears.
"My friends used to tell me that he wasn't a nice guy." I said, after I stopped sobbing, "I never listened because I thought he was the only one for me." I smiled as tears kept falling.
"My first love turned out to be the most heartbreaking one for me. You know? I would have died for him." I said sighing and shaking my head as to how unbelievably stupid I used to be. I felt a hand wipe my tears away.
"One day you will look back on days like this and be so glad you chose to be the faithful one. You'll be glad you chose to love and were fearless in doing so," He said as I turned to him, "You will look back at those time and smile, because after all that pain and heartbreak you are here. You deserve better than that. Believe and don't forget to love yourself first!" He smiled and a huge smile appeared of my face as tears fell down my cheek.
Without realizing what I was doing I reached over and hugged him.
He said the words I had been telling myself all this time. He said the words that I was too scared to believe in.
You know? They say that, giving someone a compliment could make their day, right?
Him saying I deserve better, to believe in myself and love myself... made my whole day, made me very happy.
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