Being a kpop idol, your image is everything. You are in the eyes of the public and every single move of yours is seen... This is something that the BigHit Trainees didn't know when they signed up to be a kpop idols.
Especially being part of the gir...
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(Photo taken by Jane)
"Guys turn around here." Jane yelled as JB was taking pictures of me.
We were hanging out outside of Magic World, our secret hangout place.
We turned around and JB smiled teasing Jane to take picture of her. She took a picture of us and ran away.
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(Photo taken by Jackson)
"Stay there, Jaebum-ah!" Jackson had smirked and took a picture of us. He screamed like a fangirl and ran away before JB could kick him for interrupting our time together.
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(First V live together)
"So guys, this is our first Vlive together." I said before JB showered me with kisses on my cheeks.
"Stop." I whined as he wrapped his arms around me. "Guys, I'm happy." He yelled with a smile and we sat down to answer questions from fans.
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(Taken by Youngjae)
Youngjae had decided to come to Magic World to drop off Coco before going out on a date with a girl when he found us sleeping like this. He snapped a quick picture of us before leaving Coco with Mark.
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I texted JB to meet him at our place. I sat down sadly looking at the view infront of me, knowing full well this will be the worst day in my life.
I heard JB's car pull up and sighed sadly.
His footsteps approached me slowly and he sat down beside me.
We sat there in silence.
Both of us trying to avoid having that conversation but we knew that we had to talk about it at some point.
"Lynn Ah!" He said my name softly, his voice breaking my heart.
"Beom!" I said turning to him.
The moment our eyes met tears just started flowing down my face.
"Shhhh." He said pulling me his embrace. I held onto him for dear life.
This would be the last time we are together.
"Do you regret it?" He asked all of a sudden and I pulled away from the hug to look at him.
"What?" I asked in disbelief. Did he really ask me that.
"Do you regret us?" He asked again turning to face me.
"I don't." I said my voice shaking. "You will always be my first love, my first ever strong feeling. I knew from the moment I saw you that my heart would belong to you. You got the best of me and I will never regret loving you. I will never regret becoming yours. Even if we can't be together I will continue to love you." I said as tears rolled down my face.
My heart was breaking. This pain I was feeling at the moment was so much to handle. I was almost breathless.
"Do you regret it?" I asked looking at him after a while.
"No." He answered immediately, "You're the most important person to me. I think if there's something that will last forever it's that. Also how much I love you too. Whether we separate, stay in touch or rarely speak again, you will always be that special someone I will always love and care for." He said, his hands on either side of my face as a tear escaped his eyes and rolled down his cheek.
My hand slowly reached to his cheek and whiped the tear away.
I reached over and he wrapped his arms around me.
He will definitely be my first and forever love.
After a while I realized it was late. The sun was setting and the girls were calling me non stop on my phone. I had to go back.
I pulled away from the hug and got up, JB doing the same.
"Stay." He said after a long time of silence, "For a few more minutes?" He asked holding on my hand, his other one reaching to my chin, making me look at him.
"I can't." I said sadly.
"We have the rest of our lives to go our separate ways and become strangers again. Stay for tonight. Let's be messy and careless. Tomorrow is another day, let's worry about it then..." He spoke softly, "Curl up into our love and hit pause on this awfulness. Stay... won't you?... Just for a while longer." He said and I sighed.
My voice shaking from this whole pain in my chest as I made the decision I would regret.
