dear beomgyu,
it was the first christmas that you didn't even greet me. i was waiting the whole day for your greeting but it never came. it was the saddest holiday ever.
that's why, when new year's eve came, i nervously typed a message for you.
<- beomgyu
—————Thursday, January 1, 2015—————
another new year
have passed. am i
supposed to hit you
12:00am | 3 times already?
honestly speaking,
i miss you so much
beomgyu.
12:01am | what happened to us?
i know you've been
very busy at school.
but why do i feel like
you are slowly becoming
12:02am | out of reach?
are you mad at me?
are you tired of being
my friend?
am i being too
annoying?
12:04am | tell me, beomgyu.
i miss you
i miss talking to you
i miss your voice
i miss your face
i miss your everything
12:07am | i miss you so much.
it's new year.
i'm supposed to be
happy.
but why do i feel
so empty and sad?
how am i supposed
12:10am | to be happy?
i've been wanting
to tell you a lot
of things.
but you seemed so
distant and
uninterested.
do you know how
badly i wanted to
call you but feel
like i am being
12:11am | too clingy?
Seen.
i really wanted to
say a lot of things.
but if this is what
12:45am | you want, then, okay.
is this a goodbye,
beomgyu?
are we suppose
to finish what we had?
12:52am | our friendship?
happy new year,
beomgyu.
i hope you'll
12:59am | be happy. :D
YOU ARE READING
dear beomgyu,
Hayran Kurguhello, beomgyu. how are you doing? do you still remember me? it's me. i'm still waiting for you. i'm still holding on to your promise. [ 𝚃𝚇𝚃 𝙵𝙰𝙽𝙵𝙸𝙲𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽 ]
