dear beomgyu,
it was the first christmas that you didn't even greet me. i was waiting the whole day for your greeting but it never came. it was the saddest holiday ever.
that's why, when new year's eve came, i nervously typed a message for you.
<- beomgyu
—————Thursday, January 1, 2015—————
another new year
have passed. am i
supposed to hit you
12:00am | 3 times already?
honestly speaking,
i miss you so much
beomgyu.
12:01am | what happened to us?
i know you've been
very busy at school.
but why do i feel like
you are slowly becoming
12:02am | out of reach?
are you mad at me?
are you tired of being
my friend?
am i being too
annoying?
12:04am | tell me, beomgyu.
i miss you
i miss talking to you
i miss your voice
i miss your face
i miss your everything
12:07am | i miss you so much.
it's new year.
i'm supposed to be
happy.
but why do i feel
so empty and sad?
how am i supposed
12:10am | to be happy?
i've been wanting
to tell you a lot
of things.
but you seemed so
distant and
uninterested.
do you know how
badly i wanted to
call you but feel
like i am being
12:11am | too clingy?
Seen.
i really wanted to
say a lot of things.
but if this is what
12:45am | you want, then, okay.
is this a goodbye,
beomgyu?
are we suppose
to finish what we had?
12:52am | our friendship?
happy new year,
beomgyu.
i hope you'll
12:59am | be happy. :D
YOU ARE READING
dear beomgyu,
Fanfictionhello, beomgyu. how are you doing? do you still remember me? it's me. i'm still waiting for you. i'm still holding on to your promise. [ 𝚃𝚇𝚃 𝙵𝙰𝙽𝙵𝙸𝙲𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽 ]
