dear beomgyu,
there wasn't a day that i didn't wait for your reply.
i sent you lots of text messages. i always wrote letters to be sent to your address in korea. i always check your social media accounts, hoping for something.
but i just hoped for nothing.
most of the days, i was just isolating myself inside my room, no food, no sleep. i was basically a mess. i never stopped crying.
it's been two months since christmas. you still haven't contacted me. you still haven't read my messages.
how are you beomgyu?
are you fine?
nothing bad happened to you right?
did i really lose you?
did i lose my best friend?
where are you?
i cannot stop asking questions... questions that i know will never be answered.
i went back to crying. i never stopped. i cannot stop.
my mom will always knock so hard on my door because i won't eat. i don't like to eat. i don't like to go out. i wanted to be alone.
there wasn't a day that i didn't think of you, beomgyu. you never got off my mind.
there wasn't a day that i became happy ever since you stopped talking to me— ever since you ghosted me.
YOU ARE READING
dear beomgyu,
Fanfictionhello, beomgyu. how are you doing? do you still remember me? it's me. i'm still waiting for you. i'm still holding on to your promise. [ 𝚃𝚇𝚃 𝙵𝙰𝙽𝙵𝙸𝙲𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽 ]
