Missing Pieces

Chapter#15: Incident At D's Wedding

In life, you eventually meet people and either they leave or you leave them. They mark a spot, either good or bad, at the moment, you don't realise, but later, at some point, you realise that every person is different. You do remember them as if they were still with you. No one can replace anyone. Everyone is just different, really very different. But the real pain is: missing them doesn't bring them back. Don't blame yourself for being alone. Sometimes, it's better to give yourself a bit more time, and know yourself a bit more. If someone's not comfortable with you, let them go. If someone wants you to be in their life, hold on to them. If you love someone, care for them. If someone loves you, appreciate them. Don't hate anyone. Everyone has a different perspective. If someone hates you, find out, why? Don't judge someone. Spend time with intellectual discussions instead of gossips. Have a dream, set a target, notice your weak points, strive to improve, have faith in Almighty. That's my invented formula of a peaceful life.
This is the lesson which I derived from the recent incident. I spent 2 months in solitude. I used to cry all time. I ned healing incantations to heal my wounds. It was difficult, so much difficult, but I didn't try to contact him. I made his sketches everyday.. painted a whole room with his picture. I created an art gallery which only had his pictures. And it was hardest time to go through, I needed support. And that was the time when I needed my friends and when my friends left me. Austin cheated on me with an amount of money and broke off the friendship. I already had enough depression. I had never had a good luck with friendships and relationships, I realised.
Well, I'd never been to any kind of celebration since that day. But of course, I had to gather my pieces now. It was Dandelion's wedding day. I went to visit her earlier so I could spend some more time with her. I was her Bridesmaid for the special day. I got her ready. She was looking so much beautiful, I can't explain it. Perfect white gown and a beautiful lady. A perfect bride. She was looking just amazing.
I wasn't feeling good today, I was happy, but I was feeling tired and sick. I thought may be it's because I came out in light after so much time.
Anyway, I welcomed all the guests and met everyone. Some of the school people were also there, it was good to see them. I checked upon everything and everyone. I wished if Sedrick was also there and I could see him once, just once. But who cares? Life still goes on. I had to accept it, but I loved him with all my heart and soul. What could I do? I just couldn't move on. I didn't love Zeus this way. Or he did hurt me so much, so that Sedrick was so gentle that he took Zeus out of my heart and made a room for himself. I didn't know why I loved him so much.
"Silvestra!"
"Oh.. oh.. hello"
I was so lost thinking about Sedrick that Carol called me from behind and I spilled my drink in shock.
"What are you doing Silvestra?!"
"Oh I'm sorry, I was lost somewhere. You people having fun?"
"Yes, Dandelion's looking so pretty."
"Yup, cheers to our queen. Haha. Well, excuse me for a moment."
I had to clean the mess Carol had made to my dress. I made my way to the bathroom.
All of a sudden, I felt everything upside down. My vision got blurry. I felt dizzy. I fainted.

What do you think? What happened to Silvestra? Will she live or something terrible just happened to her? Drop your views in the comments section!