My Bunny | NaKook ✔️

Chapter 19

Jungkook's POV

'No. No no no. Please someone tell me this is a dream.'

That was the first thing that popped in my mind. You know the feeling of escaping reality? You've seen it but you don't want to believe it. You've seen it, now you can't unsee it.

"N-n-n-nayeon?"

Minhyuk-sunbaenim then looked at me shocked. The girl then looked at me and now I got the clear view of her face, Im Nayeon of TWICE. Im Nayeon, my girlfriend. She looked at me and her face had a mixture of shocked, scared, and sadness. Compared to mine was worst. Tears were already falling my eyes as my hands shook vigorously.

"J-j-jagi... I-I can expla--" she was about to speak when I just smiled bitterly and ran away.

I can hear Nayeon screaming for my name but I didn't mind it. Then rain fell upon me. Tears kept falling while I just keep running wherever my legs told me to. I didn't care where I would be right now. I didn't care about getting wet in the rain. I just want to run. I just want to escape. I just want to wake up from this dream. I stopped running when I reached BigHit building. I went inside and went straight to our studio room. I locked myself in that room. And there I was. Screaming. Crying. Punching the wall. Pulling my hair harshly. Slapping my face hard. I did everything to force myself to wake up. I don't understand why I can't wake up. Then one thing became clear to me, it wasn't a dream. It was all real.

Nayeon cheated on me. And the guy was Minhyuk-sunbaenim of BTOB. Why? I didn't know that they were close. So close that they even kissed. She told me that she doesn't want me to be with anyone else. I then remembered her words when she had her breakdown.

"I'm scared okay?! I'm scared that you gave her your bunny smile that's supposed to be mine! I'm scared that you're giving your time to her that's supposed to be mine! I'm scared that you'll give her more attention that's supposed to be mine! I'm scared that you will like her more! I'm scared that you'll leave me for her!"

"I want them to know that Nayeon from TWICE owns Jungkook from BTS and he will always be hers."

So much from being scared. What about me? You're scared that I'll leave you but what about me? What do you think I would feel if you give him your bunny smile? What do you think I would feel if you give him more attention? What do you think I would feel if you give him more attention? What do you think I would feel if you liked him more? What do you think I would feel if you leave me for him? Tears kept falling endlessly as the scene from the park kept replaying in my head.

Morning came and I woke up on the floor. I checked my phone to see so many notifications.

Smol mochi-hyung: 20 missed calls, 28 unread messages

Alien-taetae 👽: 17 missed calls, 15 unread messages

Jin-eomma: 29 missed calls, 36 unread messages

Cold but sweet Suga-hyung 🐱: 10 missed calls

Dancing hope of your life-hyung 🕺: 24 missed calls, 26 unread messages

Leader-destruction-hyung: 28 missed calls, 27 unread messages

God-Jihyo 🚂: 12 missed calls, 9 unread messages

SavageChewy: 8 missed calls, 8 unread messages

My Bunny 💕: 38 missed calls, 45 unread messages

I suddenly felt mad when I saw Nayeon's id on my phone. And she really had the guts to call me after last night. I stood up and went to the restroom. I looked at my face and it looked horrible. I saw a guy who's not Jungkook from BTS.

"Who the hell are you?" I mumbled looking at myself into the mirror.

I then realized that I was wet because of the rain last night. I didn't mind it as my mind was still occupied about what I saw in the park. I walked out of the building and went back to our dorm. I opened the door and walked to the living room to see all of my members sitting in the couch with their worried faces on with Jin-hyung and Namjoon-hyung walking around the room. I guess they can't calm themselves when I didn't returned last night.

"Hyungs." I said, making all of them look at me surprised and relieved.

"Yah! Jungkook-ah! Where have you been?!"

"We've been looking all over for you!"

"Where did you go?! We've been calling you like a thousand times!"

They pulled me into a hug and bombed me with their questions. Jin-hyung and Namjoon-hyung were clearly mad at me for not telling them where I was and they're nagging at me right now. They didn't know what happened. Right now I don't want to talk to them. I don't want to hear any of their nags. I just want to be alone.

"Yah! Speak up you pabo! You don't know how you got us worried to death!" Yoongi-hyung shouted to me. I can't take it anymore.

"AND YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT! YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO ME! YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I SAW! YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I FELT WHEN I JUST SAW NAYEON KISSING SOMEONE RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FUCKING EYES!"

I've done it. I've done the most horrible act as the maknae. I've done what the golden maknae of BTS shouldn't have done. I just exploded. I shouted at my hyungs. I cursed in front of my hyungs while pointing at them in the most disrespectful way.

They all looked at me shocked at what I said. The hyung-line, who was scolding me earlier, had their eyes wide open to me, jaws dropped, clearly stopping themselves from nagging at me. Tears fell again from my eyes as I just turned around and went to my room and shut the door.

I can't take this anymore. I don't want to feel this way anymore. I need help. I want to relieve this pain. I want to stop this. I want to die.