My Bunny | NaKook ✔️

Chapter 24

Jungkook's POV

It's been 2 months since I broke up with Nayeon. I admit I changed. I didn't felt happy. I felt cold. I always want to be alone. Inside my room. In the dark. Just like my heart right now. I don't know but I feel like it stopped beating. And the usual Jungkook you'd see is now gone. I'm always stuck in my room. Playing games, listening to music, reading any novels I find to kill time, and sleep. It has been my daily routine for 2 months. It's the end of our break so we have to go back being an idol. I can't keep this up forever. I decided to go to Namjoon-hyung's room since he's making our comeback song right now. The door was opened so I walked in to see him massaging his temples. I guess he's having a hard time making a concept.

"Hyung, can I be the one to make our comeback song?" I said to him. Namjoon-hyung got startled and looked to me.

"Jungkook! Yeah sure! Are you okay now?" he said. He was smiling that his dimples are already showing.

"Yeah hyung. I guess I just needed some time alone. What happened last 2 months ago really took a toll on me."

"It's okay Jungkook. So I'll be expecting a good song since you'll be working on it. Good luck."

I went down to the kitchen to see all of my hyungs preparing for our lunch. I greeted them and they all looked at me. They all have the exact expression of Namjoon-hyung awhile ago.

"Jungkook-ah!!" they all run to me and hugged me. They were all asking me if I'm okay now and if I want to talk to them they will listen to me. I'm really lucky to have these hyungs. Why did I ever shut them out? I should have talk about this to them for the last 2 months instead of suffering alone.

3 days later, I started thinking of a concept for our comeback song. It would be great if we would sing something different. We've done some songs about life, diss tracks, a bit of love songs. We need something different, like the opposite. I looked through my whole room for inspiration. I then saw some things under my bed. I pulled it out and saw all of it. It was a bunch of pictures, clothes, stuffed toys. I tried to remember where do these things came from. I realized, it was when me and Nayeon were still in a relationship. I hid all of them under my bed, just like how I buried all our memories beneath my mind. And there I found an inspiration.

I started writing the intro:

For you, I could pretend like I was happy when I was sad
For you, I could pretend like I was strong when I was hurt

I wish love was perfect as love itself
I wish all my weakness could be hidden
I grew a flower that can't be bloomed in a dream that can't come true.

This really reminded me of me. I will do this if ever we met up again. I would pretend that I moved on. That I'm happy. That I'm strong. Even though it hurts. Even though I'm mad. Everything we built. Everything we loved. Everything we shared. And she shattered all of it.

I changed my clothes and went to BigHit building since Namjoon-hyung is there. I gave him the concept and the lyrics for the intro.

"Wow Jungkook. I'm impressed. You just made this a few hours ago? Daebak." Namjoon-hyung complimented me.

"It's nothing hyung. I just found an inspiration while looking through some things in my room."

"But wait Jungkook. Are you really sure you're okay? 'Cause I feel like you're still not okay when you wrote the lyrics." Namjoon-hyung asked me worriedly.

"I'm okay hyung. I think. I'll be fine."

Me and Namjoon-hyung talked about how we would like to tune it. Hyung then showed me the rap lines he thought of.

I wanna be a good man, just for you
I gave the world, just for you
I changed everything, just for you
Now I don't know me, who are you?

I then suggested a rap line for Hoseok-hyung:

The forest just for us, you weren't there
The route I took, I forgot

I remembered the time when I slept here at the studio after finding out about Nayeon. I remembered me looking at the mirror the next morning, feeling disgusted on myself.

I even became quite unsure of who I was
Try babbling into the mirror, who the hell are you?

(A/N: if you don't get the reference, find it on chapter 19.)

I added more rap lines with some suggestions from hyung. We then finished making the rap lines, well majority I made them.

"Oh yeah by the way Jungkook, what do you think we would name this song?"

I thought about the concept. It's about me and Nayeon. Our relationship to be exact. Our status when we broke up. What happened to me after knowing she cheated on me. What happened to me after breaking up with her. Then I came up with the title that best fits on her.

"Fake Love"