Chapter 20

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FLASHBACK: COMEBACK OF TWICE; BTS PROMOTING MIC DROP IN AMERICA

Nayeon's POV

I miss him. I miss him so much. I miss his cuddles. I miss his kisses. I miss his texts. I miss his voice. I miss every bit of him. But what can I do? We all have our dreams. And for that dream, we have to work hard for it. So that's why JYP put a dating ban on us. So we can focus on our career. 'Cause right now I can't focus on our practice.

"Nayeon-ah! Focus! This is the 4th time you made a mistake! All of your members are doing great except for you! You're the face of this group and you can't make a mistake got it?" the choreographer shouted to me, making me bow down to her and apologize again.

"Alright let's take a break first." the choreographer told us as she just sighed and went out of the practice room.

"Unnie, gwaenchana? You've been spacing out a lot these days." Sana asked me, as the girls went to me, worried faces.

"Ne gwaenchana. Just thinking about something."

"It's Jungkook right?" Jihyo asked me, and I nodded at her.

"Stop it. You need to stop thinking about him for now and focus on our song. We still have our promotions coming in so we don't have much time." Jihyo said to me.

"He's right Nayeonnie. Jungkook is really busy. Even Namjoon-oppa isn't replying to my messages. They're all busy right now with their promotions in America and the world tour. They're more busier than all of us." Jeongyeon told me. And yes the girls eventually found out about her relationship with Namjoon-oppa.

I just nodded at them. We heard knocks on the door and saw Minhyuk-oppa of BTOB. He's close to almost all of the idols. Especially to me. Why? 'Cause he likes me. But I rejected him and told him that I already have a boyfriend and it's Jungkook. He said it's fine and now we're best friends.

"I brought you girls some drinks!" Minhyuk-oppa showed us the drinks.

"Yay! Thanks oppa!" The maknae line quickly went to him and grabbed the drinks.

We all went to get our drinks. Oppa then went to me.

"Gwaenchana? I heard your choreographer scolding you."

"Yeah. I'm okay. I just missed Jungkook. He hasn't been texting me."

"Yah don't worry about that. Don't you see on the articles? They're already popular in America. They even got nominated in an awards show there! So just focus on your promotions here and you can tell him all about it once they returned back here." he then hugged me patting my back.

Oppa has been comforting me ever since. We're actually close when we were trainees. He has been helping me even with my personal problems. Suddenly, my heart beat stopped for a second. What is this? Why am I feeling this way?

"Alright gotta go now girls! Annyeong!" Oppa told us.

"Annyeong oppa! Thanks for the drinks!" Jihyo and Sana shouted to him.

I suddenly felt sad when he left. What the hell?

Then the promotions came. Our schedule were so hectic but were successful. Christmas and New Year came and there was still no Jungkook, nor BTS. Minhyuk-oppa and BTOB celebrated Christmas with TWICE, GOT7, Red Velvet and SEVENTEEN, and Apink. It's now January and no Jungkook. I'm beginning to feel hopeless about our relationship. Is it really this hard to long for someone? No Nayeon! Stop it! You have to stay strong.

And there was Minhyuk-oppa. He's been taking me out on dates to cheer me up. We went to amusements parks, water parks, dinner in markets. He's been cheering up for the whole month and I was very glad at him.

It's now February and Minhyuk-oppa invited me out with Vernon of SEVENTEEN, Seulgi from Red Velvet and Jisoo from Blackpink. We hang out everywhere until late night. The others went back home and it was only me and Minhyuk-oppa. It was comfortable walking with him. He decided to walk me back to my dorm when I told him that I want to stay longer at the park. As we were walking, I saw the tree where me and Jungkook always had our dates. I really missed him. Where is he right now? Why isn't he contacting me? Doesn't he love me anymore?

"Nayeon-ah gwaenchana?" Oppa then called me, tapping my shoulders.

I realized that tears were falling in the corner of my eye. He wiped it with his hands. I thanked him and suddenly he was staring at me.

"Mianhe Nayeon-ah for what I'm about you. You know I like you ever since, but I just want to do this. This will be the first and last time I'll do this I promise." He then cupped my face and kissed me.

I didn't know why but I kissed him back. I didn't know why I'm feeling so wonderful. You missed Jungkook. You missed his kisses, his cuddles, his touch, his voice. That's why you're feeling this way.

"N-n-n-nayeon?"

We broke the kiss and looked to where the voice came from. And there was Jungkook. Why is he here? When did he came here? Did he just see us kissing?!

"J-j-jagi... I-I can expla--" I struggled to find the words that I need to say until he smiled bitterly. Oh no. And then he ran away. I called his name many times but he just kept running and he disappeared. I was about to follow him when Minhyuk-oppa grabbed my hand.

"I'm sorry Nayeon-ah. I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have kissed you." he said worriedly. I just pulled my hand from his grip and ran after Jungkook, leaving Minhyuk-oppa in the park. Then it started raining, but I didn't care. I ran to the direction where Jungkook ran but I lost sight of him. I searched around the area but he's gone. What have I done?

I went back to the dorm, soaking wet from the rain. The door opened revealing Jihyo and Mina with their umbrellas.

"Yah! You're soaking wet! C'mon get inside and take a shower real quick."

I went straight into the bathroom. After washing myself up, I quickly grabbed my phone called Jungkook. The phone was ringing but he wasn't answering. I called him many times but nothing happened. I sent him so many messages but it was left in his inbox. I called Jimin and asked him if Jungkook is in their dorm. I got scared all of a sudden when he said he's not yet home and they're all getting worried about him. They're also both calling and texting him but no response from him. After ending our call, I cried inside my room. It was so loud that all of the girls went rushing to me asking if I'm okay. I then told them what happened and they all felt sad, except for Tzuyu and Jihyo.

"You what?!" Jihyo shouted at me.

"Unnie what were you thinking?! You kissed a guy other than oppa?!" Tzuyu raised her voice at me. I got surprised when she raised her tone on me. She has never done it before.

"Jungkook loved you so much Nayeonnie! And this is what you're gonna repay him?!" Jihyo told me, clearly disappointed at me.

"I swear to God unnie if something happens to Jungkook!" Tzuyu shouted at me. She didn't say something afterwards and just went back to her room. Dahyun and Chaeyoung followed her to calm her.

"Let's talk about this fully tomorrow. Even though you're older unnie, I'm still the leader of this group. You better pray that nothing bad happens to Jungkook." Jihyo then walked out, shutting the door loud, while the other girls were just comforting me, patting my head and back, while I'm just crying endlessly.

I know that they would be mad at me, especially Jihyo since they're best friends. But Tzuyu? She raised her voice on me and it's because of Jungkook. Does she like him? I told the girls that I'll be fine and want to rest. The girls left and I laid down on the bed. I closed my eyes, still thinking about the scene earlier. When I saw Jungkook's face a while ago, I was so devastated. I saw in his eyes that everything broke apart and went dark. I'm sorry Jungkook. Please be safe.

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