chpt 5 - I'm going to die

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Carnia POV

I was in Xavier's shoes before, the fact that my parents dies before even getting to say goodbye, but Xavier could at least please his mother before she passes away. I'm doing this out of kindness hopefully he doesn't misunderstand it in another way.

After dinner I guess I head back to the bedroom and lay on the bed as close to the edge as possible.

"You know your gonna fall of at night if you sleep like that" as I hear him softly chuckle.

He lays on the bed as well thankfully leaving the lamp light on... Slowly I feel him moving close to me... And before I know it his body was touching mine.

"Ahhh" as I realised I was gonna fall, but then I realised Xavier caught me and now his hands are wrapped right around my waist.

"Uh thank you but you can let go now"

"I need something to hug when I sleep remember"

"Here take this" I throw him my pillow.

"I don't want to hug that, tonight I want to hug you"

Nothing came out of my mouth, I couldn't understand why, in my head, one side is telling me to not let him but the other side is telling me stay where you are. In the end I allowed it and we slept with his hands wrapped around me. To be honest it was very comfortable and he was really warm.

During the night my head started to hurt, it was so painful I can't even describe the feeling. I got up and went straight to the bathroom and locked the door, ugh it was hurting so bad I felt a little dizzy. Then a there was a knock, oh no I must have woken him up.

"Carnia is everything ok?.... Carnia are you alright?" He started to bang on the door now and it made my head hurt even more.

"Xavier... I'm o---ookk just go back to bed I'll be there in a couple of minutes" he left which I was thankful of and slowly my headache died down. I head back to bed and as I lay down Xavier pulls me back in to his embrace again.

"I told you I can't sleep without hugging you"

"Hugging something you mean"

" Nope hugging you" I felt his breath as he smiles and digs his face into my neck... Why does this feeling seems so familiar?, No I need to get all this out of my head, sleep carnia sleep.

Next morning I woke up to sun rays beeming at my eyes, I decided to go to the doctors to check up if everything's ok. I go down stairs and met Xavier at the dining table.

"Uh Xavier... Can I take today off?"

"Why?"

"I have important business to attend that's all"

He raised a brow and then slightly nods.

"Thanks" I say running outside and catching a taxi. I arrive at the doctors for a check up... 10 minutes later results came in...

"Doctor an I alright?"

"Looks like you have a brain tumour, and it's nearly at the final stage"

My mouth drops in disbelief, I can't be dying, not now, my life just started.

"Um tha---thank you doctor I'll be heading home now..."

"Don't you want treatment ms Sunny?"

"I'll come back later when I'm mentally stable thanks again doctor."

I left, not knowing where to go at this stage, I'm now just going where my feet take me... But then a car stops right next to me.

"Carnia what are you doing here?, Get in we will go home" I got in as Xavier drives back to his mansion.

"Carnia is everything alright? You don't look so good?"

"No everything's fine I'm just tired" and I walk to his bedroom. I'm going to die, a brain tumour? How's that even possible? Why am I so unlucky? Then I started to cry, but as I heard footsteps coming up the stairs and I quickly rush into the bathroom so Xavier doesn't notice. My life is already miserable and I thought it couldn't get any worse, who knew life is so unfair and is punishing the innocents.

A slight knock on the bathroom door occured

"Carnia can you come out for a second I need to talk to you"

I quickly wipe away my tears and open the door, there stood Xavier with his face all worried.

"What is it that you want to speak about?"

"What happened? After the visit to the hospital you became all dead on the outside..." I wanted to tell him that I'm not just only dead on the outside but I'm  dying on the inside as well, but I can't do that.

"How did you know I went to the hospital?" I say realising that somehow he knew where was.

" You don't need to know, what happened?, Is something wrong?"

"No no everything is fine, I told you I'm just tired."







Authors note

I feel bad now, for making carnia have a brain tumour now I don't know whether it's gonna be a happy ending or not, actually I'm going to make it a happy ending, miracles happen or should I?... hope your day goes well♥️

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