chpt 23 - thoughts

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Xaviers POV

As we were both in each other's embrace, I couldn't help but feel being treated unfairly. What has carnia and I done in our past life to be in the situation we are in now. All we want is a happy family, but no...

I don't want her to think and stress over this, so I decided to comfort her more these days so she will stress less before the operation.

I have stopped our wedding and so it will be happening in 2 months. And the hospital has confirmed that the operation will be in 3days.

2 days later

"Carnia come down for breakfast" yes the past 2 day I have been by her side 24/7 and making her breakfast, lunch and dinner.

She walks down slowly and i and rush towards her helping her sit down.

"Today's menu for breakfast is scrambled eggs ham and toast." She dug in and the joy of seeing your loved one eating the food you made personally makes me feel so happy.

"Hey Xavier, would I be able to go out today?" She asked swallowing the last bit of the food in.

"Sure, of course you can, we can go afte----" as I was saying I got cut off.

"No Xavier... Not we, just...me" and she looked down at her plate fidgeting with her fork.

"Oh, why? If your going by yourself then who's going to look after you?" I say standing up and walking towards her.

"I need some fresh air so I was planning to go to the park where there's a lot of breeze." But instead of ignoring me she gave me a hug and said "I'm not leaving you, I will come back don't worry" and she left before placing a kiss on my forehead.

Now I'm sitting at the breakfast table dumbfounded, my mind went completely blank. tomorrow is Carnia was operation and I know she feels scared but I need her to know that I'm always going to be a her side no matter what happens.

for the next 2 hours I was in my office trying to complete just little work that needs to be confirmed and that's when I knock was on my door.

"Come in!"

"Hey Xavier I was wondering if you would like to sleep with me.. like now, it's just because I need someone's warm hug as I sleep"

"Yeah sure why not" I stood up from my table and walk towards her.

"I know it's not bed time, it's like literally lunch but I feel tired and I need a nap. Since I usually don't sleep in the day I just needed you to hold me as I sleep" she smiled at me and then interlocked our hands as she leads me into our bed room.

We both laid down on our side as her back is against my chest and my arm is acting as her pillow. She starts to play with my hand and trails her finger on the lines on my palm.

"Xavier..."

"Yes marshmallow?"

"Do you actually love me?" She stops for a second and justly lightly giggles. "I'm joking you don't have to answ---"

"I love you, I love you so much that I would take a bullet for you, or as many bullets that will come your way. I love you so much that I can't even describe how much I love..." I took a deep breath and kissed her hair.

"I love you too, shall we take a nap then?" She asks turning her head a little to me.

"Yes" and I pull her in even closer as I place my hand on her tummy. My beautiful baby is going to be ok, my love of my life is going to be ok... I just need to think positively and everything will be alright.

Carnias POV

I was in the park just so my mind will be clear. I looked at the children and kids playing in the park and that's when I realise that I can't let go of this baby that is growing inside of me. I could picture my baby's small little expression saying please don't let me go. What I didn't know is that I started to cry... Again.

Suddenly a mother of 2 children in the park sat next to me.

"Hi" she said to me, I quickly wipe away my tears and said "hi" back.

"Which one is your child?" She asks

"Oh no my child isn't born yet" and smiled at her, she looked at me and I could see that she is trying to say something but is keeping it in.

"Is something on your mind?" I ask

"You just remind me of myself when I was your age pregnant as well, my name is Georgina"

"My name is Carnia" I say and smiled trying to hide my emotions.

"When I was your age, my husband didn't want my babies... He said he hated children and wanted me to abort them... but the strong woman I am, I ran away from him and now idk if you can see but them two are my twins" and I couldn't help but smile and cry again.

"Wow your such an amazing woman, I wish I could be like you..."





Authors note

Yup another end to the chapter ^_^
Remember to checkout my other stories if you liked this one... Well idk if I like this book but I'll try and make it more interesting ;)

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