chpt 14 - proposal rejected

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Carnia's POV

"You do?" He asked continuously blinking his eyes.

"Yes I do Xavier... But---" how do I tell him that I'm going to die? I don't want to make him worried about someone as little as me that will stress him out.

"Ok that's great, you don't need to say anything more... We are going to enjoy this bath." And that's where we ended with that conversation.

The next couple of days went by really fast, Xavier spent more time with me at home since he decided he will work in his office at home rather than in the company. He will take me on romantic dinners...

He will tell me about his childhood or take me on road trips for a couple of hours around the beach. I don't really know how to say this but the more he does these things the more I fall in love with him... But I can't I need to leave him before I hurt him even more.

Today I'm planning to finally break up with him or either I leave and not tell him. I get that these methods are stupid but I'm just trying to not hurt anyone here.

"Marshmallow, are you ready?" Xavier yells from downstairs

"Ready? Ready for what?" And he walks up.

"I'm going to take you somewhere, special... So dress nicely 😊" he gave a smile and walked back down. Oh no this isn't going to go well.

We got in the car and it was Toal silence, though every time I turn to look at Xavier's face, his is smiling to himself, what could this mean? What is he up to?

Xaviers POV

I was driving this time because this is a special moment that I want to surprise her that only has me in it. The thing is I prepared a proposal at a restaurant next to the beach and I felt like its kinda romantic since we can hang out on the beach after I finally propose to her.

"Here we are beautiful" I say and when I turned to her, her face was still... She went blank so I called her name again.

"Oh sorry, I was just--- it's nothing, so we are here? Wow such a beautiful scenery."

"Yeah we will explore the beach after we finish at the restaurant" and I led her in

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"Yeah we will explore the beach after we finish at the restaurant" and I led her in. I reserved the place so no one will be in tonight except us, which is my perfect opportunity to confess everything I have on my mind and hopefully she will too.

We sit down:

And we ordered soom food

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And we ordered soom food. As we were talking out came a beautiful bouquet of flowers which has 100 roses and I pulled out a ring that I self designed for the woman I will love for the rest of my life and go onto my knees...

"Carnia, I know when haven't met long ago and it might seem crazy but I love you, I have never ever felt this way with any other girl that I have interacted with, and no matter how hard I try to get you out of my head... I can't, you make me feel myself when I'm around you and I would love to continue to feel that way, that is why, today, right here and right now, i would like to say, will you marry me?"

She stood there... not saying a word... What is she thinking?

"Xavier, i---- I don't know how to respond to that." She then looks away.

"If you need more time I'll give it to you, just don't please don't..." I felt my eyes go teary, why is she being this way?

"Xavier I don't know how to put this to you, I'm... I'm not like other people, I just I can't tell you." At this point she was heading for the door... I quickly stand up and grab her wrist.

"Carnia... Carnia baby listen to me, I don't know what's wrong with you but you can tell me right? I mean I'm here for you aren't I? Please talk to me" I couldn't take it anymore, why does she have so many secrets? It's driving me crazy, one moment she saying she loves me the next she says she can't be with me.

I can start to see her eyes become watery and as a drop run down her cheek I wiped it way and cupped her cheeks.

"Xavier, I'm going to hurt you, I hurt you before so what makes you think I won't hurt you again?"

Those words hit me like a bullet just got shot through my heart. "Are you saying that you did that on purpose? Did you deliberately hurt me? WHY?" I was practically yell at this stage! She hurt me on purpose and here I am thinking it was all a coincidence.

"Yes Xavier I did everything on purpose, I wanted to hurt you, and make you feel the pain, that's why you don't deserve a girl like me... Let me go... And continue with your life and bright future... Without me" she is crying, why is she crying, I should be the one upset here.

"Don't try to make it seem like your the victim carnia, you just admitted that you dilibrately hurt me back then and now your crying it makes no sense, something's wrong here!" She yanks her hand out of mine and runs out of the restaurant. I froze not knowing what to do, as I process the fact that she just ran out I quickly run out as well. But it was to late... I ran out and saw she got into the taxi, I ran after with all my might but nothing...




Authors note

Hey guys so that's the end of another chapter, idk how I feel about this. As I was writing this I felt stupid for making carnia weak, she should be strong. Welp I shall fix that in the next chapter, anyways hope your day goes well♥️

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