chpt 20 - I need her

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Carnias POV

I am now currently at ben my best friend's place, he has been with me since highschool and I am very grateful to have a friend like him.

"It's ok carnia you have me, so stay here as long as you know want"

"Thanks ben, I truly don't know what to do without you..." And I gave him a tight hug and then sat down.

"You want to tell me what happened girl or do you wanna keep it alone?"

"I'll tell you when I feel confident is that ok?"

"It's fine with me 😉" and from there he led me to his boyfriend's room...

"What about your bf?"

"He's been sleeping with me so this room is all yours" and he left so I can feel more comfortable. His boyfriend's name is Leo and supposedly we were all close friends back in highschool.

I was too tired to think, my whole body ached and as I laid down on the bed I fell asleep without realising.

Next morning I woke up to a severe headache... Oh no! I ran into the bathroom having the feeling to vomit. I can't be right? I mean its only been 2 day... I'm just trying thinking too much.

I exit full the bathroom and checked my phone which has gone out of batteries so I plug in the charger and got ready to start the day.

As I finish  getting ready I check my phone again to see 60 calls and 40 messages from.... Unknown and Xaviers number.

I call him back just to see if anything went wrong. After the first ring he picked up.

"Carnia? Is that you?"

"Is anything wrong Xavier?"

"I fucking told you to call me when you arrive safely, why the fuck did you turn your phone off?"

"My phone went out of batteries and I fell asleep, I'm fine now Xavier so... Goodby---"

"Wait, can I see you for 2 seconds even."

"Xavier it hasn't even been a day yet"

"I know but I told you I can't live without you"

"I will be looking for a job so I'll see you at the cafe near your place."

"Ok ok, I'll see you"

In half an hour I was at the he cafe that Xavier is already in waiting at a table. His eyes were red and the clothes that he wore were from yesterday.

"Babe, I missed you, I couldn't sleep yesterday without you in my arms, I missed your scent, your touch, your voice your---"

"STOP! Plz your making this harder than in reality it is, you will get use to it Xavier, I'm getting use to my new life and I believe that starting a new life is harder than going back to the way you use to is"

"Wait what do you mean new life?, Didn't you say a break only? You said you will come back to me, so why are you getting use to your supposedly 'new life' " his eyes were becoming more red and larger.

"I---I really do t know anymore, I will come back when I see a change in you, becoming your old self... More serious, more strict and more strong" and I stood up and to leave.

"I really do t understand, why are you doing this? Why are you making us both suffer?" I turn to see tears fall from his sparkly eyes. Oh how I wanted to run and give him a hug, but I can't, it will just trigger him to continue and hold on.

"I have to go" and I left.

Xaviers POV

And she left without an answer, she left.

*2 weeks later*

It's been 2 weeks and all I got from carnia every 3 days from text message were, 'I'm doing ok hope you are too'.

The past 2 weeks I have been living in hell, all I did was drink sleep and going to bars. I'm not the kind that goes bars but I need a distraction, I'm worse than ever, I'm not changing into a better person I'm turning into a monster.

I know my limits though, even though I go to bars I don't go around and sleep with sluts, carnia is always number 1 and I haven't sleep with anyone since she was round me and that isn't going to change!

I just got back from the bar and all can think of is my baby marshmallow, how is she doing? Is she really fine or is she pretending so I won't go looking for her? I already lost my chance to see her since I saw her literally the morning after she left.

Wait why am I even following that stupid rule, she is mine I can go see her right now if I wanted...

"Keven go dig information where carnia is currently living"

"Yes sir" 10 minutes later Keven came back and handed me the address.

"Sir do you want me to drive you to the destination since your drunk?"

I nod and off we went to carnias place that she is living.

I am now standing Infront of the door and when I knocked out came 2 guys and they were attractive, why would carnia live with 2 FUCKING men I one god damn apartment?

"Who are you?" They asked

"I should be saying that to you, WHAT ARE YOU TO FUCK BOYS DOING LIVING WITH MY GIRLFRIEND?"

"Excuse me Mr, we do not appreciate that kind of language around here"

"Ben who's at the door" carnia came out and there, she stood Infront of me.








Authors note

Hey guys so I am updating again instead of finishing my assessments that are due on the same day lol, anyways hope your day goes well♥️

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