The Plan Of Mr Billionaire📌

chpt 15 - leaving him

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carnias POV

This was my only chance to leave him, am i doing the right thing? it doesn't matter now i have already chosen to leave and here i am on my way back to his place to leave before it get out of control. As i arrive i can see that no one is in the drive so i quickly run in side, upstairs and start shoving clothes into my luggage, as i finish i run downstairs and when i open the door, there stood Xavier... he looked fierce and you could see his eyes red as a bull. 

"Xavier listen to me, i'm doing this to not hurt you! after a few months you will realise why."

"no Carnia, i'm not going to believe you, you hurt me over and over again, and just when i thought we could actually star again you want to leave me!!??! NO your not going to, now get back in before i force you to." he is yelling at me, as i look up... wait is he?.... no... OMG he is crying. 

"Xavier please don't cry your making me fell really bad, i'm really just trying to help you not hurt you.." i say dropping my luggage as i hold his hands into mine.

" you can not love me, i don't mind just don't leave me, please! when you left 3 years ago, in the 3 years my life was hell... you don't know how happy i was finally seeing you after 3 Fucking years Carnia. " he then reversed it into him hold my hands squeezing them tightly. 

"then promise me we follow the contract and after that you will let me leave you." i really dont want to leave him, i'm in love with him and i realised i always have been, but that cannot happen.

"can we change it to a year them? 6 months with you isn't enough for me" he asked with pleading eyes.

"i don't know if i can live until then" as i look up to say something i realised that what i just said wasn't inside my head but a loud and he hear.

"what did you say? not live? live until when?" his face turned into worry in a split second.

"nothing you heard me wrong" i quickly look away trying not to grab any attention. please don't ask please don't ask.

"no Carnia i heard you... heard you very clearly actually, WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?" shit now i just exposed myself, how am i going to explain to him now?

"nothing Xavier you don't have to worry, i said the wrong thing and----"

"do you think i'm that stupid Carnia? your sick aren't you?" he became all worried and started becoming all protective. I stayed silent, thinking he would let it go but boy was i wrong...

"Carnia say something for god sake, don't just stay silent like that, I can't help you if you don't say anything..." i couldn't not say anything, he makes me weak evey time I see him cry.

"I have a brain tumour and i'm at my last stag----" 

"so your going to die?, like there's no way to save you?, your joking right? his isn't funny Carnia..." he looked so disbelieved, and now he looked extremely pissed.

"lets put it that way, that's why i don't want to say anything to you because i don't want to make you worried and stressed out like this.."

"no Carnia, i don't care your staying here and i'm gonna find a solution, your not dying, especially under my watch." he then quickly took my suitcase and went back inside.

"what are you doing Xavier? give me back my stuff, this isn't going to wor---" 

"yes it will, now lets go to sleep and I will call in the best doctor tomorrow to see if he can do something about this." he puts my stuff into a guess room and locked it, I didn't move which he them picked me up and placed me on his bed. He laid down beside me and hugged me to sleep. the whole night i couldn't sleep especially when i felt a tear drop on my shirt that sunk and touched my skin. Now i realised how much i have hurt him rather than save him from being hurt. 

i got up early to make him something to hopefully make him feel better and try to brighten up the atmosphere.

Xaver's POV

i woke up with my eyes stinking, must have been crying in my sleep, oh wel--- wait wheres Carnia?

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