chpt 17 - excuses

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Carnia POV

There... Standing right Infront of me is the man that killed my parents... The one that I hate most... Because of him I lost my parents and memories!

Now that asshole is Xavier's father? How could this be? There is no way... right?

"Xavier I need to GO" I emphasized go so he understands that I don't want to be around the one that killed my parents for crying out loud.

"No no, we need to talk this through right?, You can't just say you need to go means your going, baby... what your saying is a joke right?"

"Son, it's time to let her go she wouldn't want to stay with the son of the father that killed her parents" the man started laughing.

"Why the FUCK are you laughing, this isn't funny, do you think this is a joke" I tried to yell but I felt as if there was a lump in my throat stopping me from yelling at him.

"Get the fuck out old man I will talk to you later just get the fuck out" Xavier yelled and so he went back into his car and drove off.

I walking inside and went to the closet... "Baby what are you doing?, NO DON'T, you don't know what your doing..."

"Oh right my luggage is in the guest room that you locked up... OPEN IT NOW! I have had enough with you and your family Xavier, just let me go"

"No please, come on I've never begged anyone before you're the first please stay... we can talk this out or I can even not be his son anymore, just stay!"

"Am I supposed to say thank you? Thank you for making me the first person you begged? Xavier I need time alone, I'm already going through alot... The fact that I'm going to die and now this" I walked towards his drawers and found the bunch of keys.

"Which one is it?"

"No"

"What do you mean no?, I'm asking which key is the one that unlocks the---"

"NO!!! Stop running away from shit carnia, he is he, I is I, why is he the reason that is affecting our relationship? I get he is my father but--- but you gotta understand that we aren't the same person" he is now blocking the door way at his room not letting me out.

Honestly I am such an ass, but now knowing the truth it's hard to accept the fact I'm in love with the son of the person that killed my PARENTS, they will never forgive me if I do...

"I feel really shitty now Xavier... I don't know what to do... I'm lost, clueless, confused, just give me time to think about this... Please?"

I made my decision that I won't chicken out but I will need time to think things through.

"Ok I'll give you time, just stay here and I won't bother you, I swear... Just so I know where you are and your safety" he is now practically holding my hands together, tightening them.

"Ok I will stay..."

"Ok ok, I'll just go now, you can stay in this room and I'll move out to one of th gues---"

"No Xavier, I'll move to one of the guest and you stay in here since it your room" and as I walked out of the room where my clothes were locked in, Xavier followed from behind...

"Its our room, and I'll open the room for you" he finally opens the door and I walked in...

"You can to now" I say and I shut the door locking it from behind.

"If you need anything I'll be around the house or even just in OUR bedroom!" He yells from the other side.

I laid down and I thought about what just happened, can I really continue this? I love Xavier and I don't think I live without him, but my parents, that have done nothing wrong, died... Just like that! After talking to myself for a bit I drifted off to sleep.

Not long after I felt something warm against me, it felt really nice but I knew that something wasn't right... I turn over to not only see Xavier beside me but him hugging me from behind. I turn slowly to face him and slowly carse my finger from his eyes down to his nose then lips. His facial expression whilse sleeping isn't relaxed but worried and hurt... It's all my fault fo putting him through this, for leaving him over and over.

"I'm sorry..." I whisper to his ear and he pulls my in laws tighter.

"There's nothing to be sorry about marshmallow, I'm sorry I didn't even leave you alone for that long, I just couldn't sleep without you and---"

"It's ok, are you comfortable?"

"...yes"

"Ok then, let's sleep... Its not good to not have enough sleep" and I slip my hand through is hair as I was covering his eyes.

"Will you leave if I fall asleep?"

"Why would I do that, if I decide to leave I will negotiate it with you firs---"

"My answer is always a no if you were wondering, but ok let's sleep" and he snuggled into my neck and we slept from there...







Authors note

Hey guys so another chapter is out and now I'm really confused in how this is gonna work... I believe that it can actually be a happy ending but I'm not sure how to move on from here lol

Anyways hope your day goes well and yeah♥️

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