Letters to Liam- liam payne {Completed}

Surprise!

This chapter is dedicated to @cedes21

**Bella's POV**

One month since Liam broke up with me and guess what I'm doing? Stalking him on Twitter. Sure this is dumb but it's the only way I can talk to him without him knowing its me,and a few times he's replied to my tweets. I know I should be thinking of a way to get Liam back but I am,so far I have 1 idea that involves me going to his house and forcing him to listen to my explanation but I doubt that would work so instead I log onto my laptop (I'm still in Sydney back with my Flatmates) and check my emails.

"Oh my god! Duh Bella your so stupid!" I type in Liam's email address and begin typing.

Dear Liam,

I know you said to talk to you when I'm ready but I don't think I have enough courage to talk to you face to face at the moment (I know im a coward) so instead my explanation thing is in this email; When I broke up with Ashton I did it because apparently he has a bad rep with cheating on girls so I broke up with him so I wouldn't get hurt but yeah I still had feelings for him but then we agreed to be friends so obviously I loved him as a friend after I got over him. Then I met you in that shop and I completely freaked out because yeah I'm a directioner (that's quite embarrassing to admit) anyway once we went for lunch and we started talking I began to really like you (more than I already did) and then when we met again I realised I was falling for you. That night we went to the lake when you told me you loved me was the most magical moment of my life and I know I'll always remember it forever,and then all the times you called me babe or kissed me my stomach did flips and everyday I got to see you I realised just how in love with you I was and my love grew each day, ugh I sound soooo cheesy but I promise I mean every word. Anyway where was I,oh yeah so when I told Calum that I never stopped loving Ashton,I meant it because I still loved him as a friend. And that was my crappy explanation but I'm not good at these things so you should feel special that I even have written this much,usually it's just sorry now get over it but I knew that wouldn't cut it so there it was.

If you don't trust me or believe me I understand and if you don't want to see me again I also understand but I cross my heart that I meant every single word on here,and if you aren't going to see me again please at least send an email back or call me telling me that. From Emma.

I finally finish typing up my email and I hit send before I delete it and rewrite it a thousand times, hopefully it's good enough or else I'm going to sound like a complete idiot.

"Bella! Come downstairs we have a surprise for you!" Alice yells out and I quickly shut my laptop before running downstairs. I'm greeted by Alice,Jade,George,Matt and....

"Anya?" My best friend is standing in the doorway with a gleam in her eyes,I'd recognise her anywhere with her recently dyed purple hair and sparkling green eyes.

"Bella I've missed you so much!" Anya rushes forwards to hug me and squish me in a massive bear hug.

"I've missed you two! How have you-oh my god." Im about to ask Anya how she's been when someone steps through the front door,making my heart drop.

"Oh um hey Bella." Liam's best friend smiles at me awkwardly and I figure Liam must've told him about the brake up.

"Hi Niall,what're you doing here?" He points to Anya and grins.

"I'm with my girlfriend." I raise my eyebrows at Anya and she smirks.

"Niall asked me to be his girlfriend the night you and Liam left to come here!" I force a smile and nod.

"That's really great Anya." She nods before gasping.

"Oh how are you and Liam! Is he here?" I bite my lip to stop myself from crying.

"Um Anya he broke up with me." I say in a small voice.

"Oh my god Bell I'm so so sorry I didn't realise did you Niall?" She hugs me a little less tightly this time and looks at Niall.

"Um well I guess not no." Liar! I can tell that Liam's told him or else he's somehow found out.

"Oh that's terrible Bell I'm sorry." I nod.

"I know but I'm sure I'll eventually get over it." She frowns but nods and Niall mutters something before leaving the room.

"Well we're going to go get something for dinner,we'll leave you two alone to catchup." Jade pats me on the back softly and walks out the door followed by my other Flatmates,apparently Jade has learnt to be nice since my breakup.

"So I was thinking a movie and lollies to get your mind off the um situation?" Anya asks and I grin.

"You know me well! Help yourself to any of the lollies and I'll pick a movie." Anya goes to the cupboard and returns moments later with an arm full of lollies,she plonks them down on the table and opens a packet of sour lollies,which I snatch out of her hands.

"Sorry but when I said help yourself to any lollies I meant any lollies except these,these are mine,I love Sours so hands off." She raises her eyebrows before laughing.

Ding ding

Anya stops laughing and frowns.

"What was that it sounded like a laptop?" My eyes widen and I jump off the couch and run up the stairs in record time,seriously Guinness World Records should've been here to see that.

A few seconds later Anya rushes into my room.

"Is it an email?" She asks and I nod as I open the recent email.

"Who's it from?" She asks and I check the name.

"The email name has been blocked from showing!" Wow I didn't even know you could avoid showing the email address,I really need technology lessons.

"Well read it out,I want to know who it is." I start reading and when I read the first line my smile drops.

A/N: Hi!!! How do you think sent the email?

That chapter was dedicated to @cedes21 for her comments and she's voted heaps for this book so thank you! Also thank you to everyone else who has been voting and commenting and reading,I love you all and really appreciate it.