I'm fucking cold, cold from the ice you threw at me. the whirlwind of emotion that you tossed at me so suddenly and without warning, it's so fucking cruel. I thought you loved me. you told me you would be willing to make it last but I guess you were wrong now weren't you. you told me that you loved me, and that you just didn't wanna hurt me. that's such a lie, I've felt it for a while. you avoided me and I tossed it aside as simply being busy but what a fool I was to change all my plans for you. there was no longer any love in those eyes of yours. I know it hurt at least a little bit for you to see me cry but not by much, you held it together. It was so rehearsed, something you've thought about for a while.
