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Chapter 24

No ones POV

Krissy woke up to a hot body and a burning sensation between her legs as her body still wore the marks of the pleasures that took place hours before.

After Jason's morning antics Krissy's body was exhausted by the foreign sensations causing her to fall back into an extensive sleep which led her to wake up after midday.

She rubbed her heavy eyes removing the sleep from the corners of them.
She hugged her pillow for a moment longer before turning over to lay on her back.
Krissy silently just looked at the patterns on the ceiling like she normally did back at home, tracing the lines and circles with her eyes and making new pattern from the wallpaper.
As perusal she found herself thinking but this time she thought about anything and everything that wasn't Jason.

She wouldn't dare think about him or what he did to her, it was all too mentally intense for her and her mind couldn't comprehend the way he made her body feel.
It didn't even matter that much if her mind wasn't really to remember Jason her body did that for her.

Krissy stayed lying on her back for a while, forcing her not to think but anytime she moved her body would either hurt or pulsate forcing her mind back to last night.

"Fuck"

Not getting fulfilled anymore by gazing at the ceiling,
Krissy sighed allowing herself to renter the world by lazily searching for her phone amongst the heaps of pillows and duvet.

Once she turned her device on she was startled by the sudden vibrations of messages she was bombarded with.

She scanned through them at first lying to herself that she was disinterested in the mass attention she was getting, but then she gave in to this guilty pleasure and scrolled back to the beginning taking the time now to read over each "happy birthday" message amongst all her social media platforms.

She turned over on her stomach letting a small smile slip due to all the "love" she was getting from friends and strangers alike.

Dispite Krissy being alone she was still embarrassed of how the attention made her feel. This wasn't the first time she found herself amused but empty praises from individuals, and that made her  worry a little about who she was becoming.

Jason?

Krissy had often shamed and judge the popular crowd branding them all as vain narcissistics.
Krissy felt like their priorities were all off, resulting in her only able to hold a certain degree of respect for them.
And Krissy wouldn't dare say it aloud but if she was honest she somewhat viewed Jason like that too, as she made note countless of times of how he feeds of the admiration of others, it was definitely one of his weaknesses.

So it made it difficult for Krissy to now look at herself getting off of on the feeling of more likes, followers and empty complaints allowing it all to fill a void inside her.
She was no different and it mortified her that she too was weak and was starting to possess the same characteristics of those she so harshly shamed.

Whenever she felt like her reality was tilting more into Jason's world Krissy would rationalised events such as these over and over in her head remembering that the extra wave of regard was due to her high profile relationship with Jason not herself alone. Remembering that peoples admiration was really for Jason humbled her and kept her ground.

But today she would give herself a hall pass, she did not mind if her school mates were being fake or nosy.
It was her birthday and only for today will she indulge in it.

"Shit, how is it 1pm already", she said yanking herself out of bed and into the bathroom to get showered and dressed for the day. She took her phone with her as she answered the missed Face Time calls she had from her family and friends wishing her a happy birthday.