Keith Powers Imagines : Book 3 🦋💜

Code C pt 3

Yn

I sat in my bed as I felt my heart slowly break .

Then anger rushed in , the picture of me and Keith smiling taunted me as I felt a mix of anger and sadness mix inside me .

I felt my stomach start to hurt as the burning in my throat increased , tears ran down my face as I hurled in my mouth but nothing came up .

I rushed to the bathroom and started throwing up yellow liquid . I wiped my mouth and realized I needed to eat something . I stood on the scale and saw that it read 78 pounds .. 2 weeks ago I was 94 pounds .. originally I was 110 .

I took a deep breath as I wobbled to the mirror . My sunken eyes scared me as I watched my face . I noticed how droopy it was , my arms and legs got skinnier due to my lack of sleep and eating . I was really destroying myself over a person that claims he loves me .

I have 526 vacation days and 500 personal days . I've only used 4 vacation days . Keith has came home but when he would , I'd leave so he won't see me .

I kept looking at myself in the mirror as I seen the door open and Keith stream through . He looked up and seen my sunken in face . His eyes widened as he dropped everything .

"Yn .. what happened to your face ?"

I shrugged . He went to reach for me as I thought a stepped back , but it wasn't until I hit the floor I realized I almost passed out .

"Yn baby , are you okay ?!" He asked . His voice faded in and out as I watched his worrisome face hover over me . I groaned a little and sat up .

"Yn .. please .." he whimpered as I closed my eyes . I felt him pick me up and set me on the bed .

He handed me a box and told me to eat .

"Keith I don't want-"

"How long ?"

I opened the box to see my favorite . Crawfish fries with creamy garlic sauce . My mouth watered and my stomach rumbled at the same time .

"Yn ?"

"Huh ?"

"What have you eaten ? You look so frail ."

"Oh wow thanks keith ."

"I'm being serious ! How long has it been ?"

"Um ..t-two weeks ." I shuddered . I put my fork in the warm food as my hand shook as I tried to pull it up to my mouth .

I just couldn't . Knowing that he could've bought this for her or gave it to her , it makes me sick to my stomach .

"Baby please eat , I'm worried about you !"

"You weren't worried when you was fucking someone else." I mumbled , he sighed and crawled next to me .

He held me as I felt my eyes start to sting . I haven't been held like this for a while .

"Baby I know I messed up . But what did I promise you when I started dating you ?"

"T-that you would love me forever and give me the world .." I sniffled , feeling tears roll down my face .

"And baby I plan to do everything I said . I don't know what was running through my mind when I did it-"

"Is it me ? Wh-What did I do ?"

"It wasn't you love . It was never about you . You're perfect and I just . I don't know why I did what I did ."

"Keith you still love me ..?"

"I've loved you ever since freshman year . I would do it a million times again as long as I have you ."

I giggled remembering how we met . (This is all in the book btw , it's called slow dancing .)

"That senior boy punched you hella hard ."

"He sure did , my eye was black for about two weeks off that ." He spoke as we both laughed . He placed his forehead on mine as I looked at his finger and seen his wedding band and started smiling .

I hugged him as he rubbed my back and I slowly started crying on his shoulder . He held me tighter and kissed my face .

"Baby it's okay , I'll love you forever , and this will never happen again ."

"Promise ?"

"I promise ."
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