ATEEZ social experiment

Part 28

                        Why Am I an Idiot

     "So Yunho," I look to him and he oddly stares back.
     "Yes?" confusion fills his voice.
     "Do you mind telling me what else happened that night," softly i ask him turning away.
      "Oh gosh i only remember bits and pieces.

"It's better than what I remember," I laugh causing him to just shake his head in disappointment.

"Well so I took you to the bar and you finally got off, not saying I didn't like it haha. You got us shots, I think on Mingi's tab, and we hung out for a minute then some friends of mine came over. Let me just say the second Seonghwa came up your world stopped. I could feel it. We all could. The two of you stuck together all night. Oh god and you two-"

"I know what happened after that," my begins to burn remembering the video of him and I dancing and on each other.

"I thought you said you didn't remember?"

"I don't," I choke back on my words. Sadness engulfs me as I think of him, I miss him. His warmth, his smile, his touch.

"Hey it's okay," Yunho grabs my hand to reassure me but I rip it away.

"I screwed up," I stare down at my hands, "I'm such am idiot." I let my head fall over onto Yunho's shoulder and let out a long sigh.

"He will come around I promise he's not the type to give up. You two are probably just both shaken up from the sudden change." I nod my head knowing that he's right.

"What do I do when I see him tomorrow?" I look up at Yunho.

"I have no clue," he honestly answers.

"I just want to see him to be with him but at the same time I don't want to be near him."

"Maybe a little space will help," the second he said those words I broke down.

"But I don't want space I want him, I want to go back. Back where we were perfect and life was easy." I bury my head into my hands.

"Hana," he grabs my shoulders and forces me to look at him, "I know I barely know you but everything will work out I swear just hold yourself together." I nod my head with waterfalls still pouring down my face.

"Hey Mingi!" Yunho yells towards the kitchen.

"What!" he yells back.

"Do you have any junk food!" Suddenly Mingi's head pops up around the couch.

"Do you even know me?" he acts offended. "I got hot Cheetos, ice cream, vodka, some candy left over from Halloween-"

"Bring it all," Yunho cuts him off and I lightly laugh through my stress tears that I can't control.

(Does that happen to any of you were like your cereal gets soggy and you just cry letting out all your stress or is that just me)

Two movies, half a bottle of vodka and rum, a whole tub of ice cream, a dumped bag of Cheetos. The four of us lay scattered across the living room. Hongjoong stumbles to grab the controller from the coffee table and find another movie to watch.

I pull the pillow under my head closer and stretch my legs out onto Mingi. I let out a long sigh. Being with people is actually nice. Unable to keep my drunk eyes open I pass out.

I turn my pain filled body. A groan is heard beside me. Slowly my cemented shut eyes begin to open.
Lifting my heavy head i realize i'm on the opposite end on the sectional. My legs resting on top of hongjoong and my head was on yunhos back.
"Ughhh," i moan shifting my hungover self.
"Stop moving," a loud low voice comes from beneath me.
"Be quiet," i shush him burying my face into his back.
I wiggle my body to get comfortable and snuggle into the two boys on the couch with me. For hours i go in and out of a very light sleep hoping each time to be clear and sober.

      "Hana!"
      My eyes shoot open at the sudden shout as my head screams out in pain.
      "Get up! We need to go!" an angry Mingi gets me up from the couch. Still unaware of what's going on a stumble back into him.
      "Go where?" I look up him confused.
      "To meet with the investigators," my eyes widen. I completely forgot about that. Damn it I'm such an idiot why did i get drunk.
       I go as quick as my hungover body lets me and go change. Joggers and a sweatshirt is good enough right? After grabbing a glass of orange juice i run out the door along side Mingi and Yunho.
      The entire car ride i sleep even though i should be preparing for what to say. As we all walk to the building i begin to think. It can't be too hard, I remember nearly everything that happened the others can fill them in- 
       Just as we walk through the doors i remember Seonghwa and San. Crap.
      The two's heads snap back at the now open door. How did i forget i'd have to see them. What do i do.
      Quickly i scurry to the counter avoiding any awkward contact possible. I check in and bee line straight to the seat between Yunho and Mingi. The others sit on the row in front of us a few seats down.
      I let out a shaky breath. As much as i didn't want to talk to them i'm pissed they didn't say anything.
      Do they not think they did anything wrong. Did they realize that it was just a 'last girl on earth' moment and don't care that i stormed out.
      "Hey," Yunho leans over whispering to me, "Just forget about them, it's not worth it to stress out over it."
      I nod my head and let out a deep breath. Oh the things i would do if i didn't always have someone to keep me sane.
      "Min Hana," the secretary calls out. I freeze for a moment before standing to follow her.
      We go down a grey hallway with awful white lighting. She stops at interrogation room 2 and grabs the handle.
      "Don't worry sweetie it's not an interrogation it's just nicest room we have," she smiles up at me and i walk into the empty grey room.
      Only a sleek wooden table and two black modern chairs,One on each side, fill the room. In each corner there is an obvious camera and a large two way mirror showing me just how hungover i truly am.
      I take a seat in the one closest to the door. Not too long after it opens. I keep my eyes forward as i hear steps coming around.
      "I'm very sorry i'm late but the last guy would just not shut up," finally the man comes into view.
      I stare in shock as he takes his seat across from me. He brushes his deep brown hair back and it falls gently around his forehead. He softly looks up at me from behind his glasses and smirks.
      "I'm Jung Wooyoung, it's very nice to meet you."

Y/N
Oof sorry i've been debating on the story line i don't want to force anything so i took my time writing but i think i finally have it all figured out! It's gonna be good so stick around😈 well i hope you all enjoyed this and have a fantastic day! PLEASE comment and vote💕💕💕
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#TakeCareOurPreciousHwa
I cried seeing what happened to him. I know he really cares for us and wants to perform but he needs to stop and rest. 3 injuries in a months time is ridiculous. KQ staff tried to stop him from performing but he insisted so he wasn't forced thank god be he still needs to think out himself. I love you with my whole heart Park Seonghwa please rest well🖤🖤🖤