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joey +
"where's madison?"
i stared at her as she stood down the hallway her face filled confusion and fear
she looked over us seeing all the blood on our skin and our stained clothing making the color drain from her face
i let briyana down and she stayed quiet as she walked upstairs, i can hear her whimpers as she started crying again
"lucifero" she stared at me waiting for me to answer but all i did was stare at her
"no" her voice cracked, "no!" she came up to me and pushed my chest
"she isn't dead!" her voice got louder as she let out a scream and cried out
she kept pushing my chest which made me grab her arms and hold her close to me
"she isn't dead" she cried harder in my chest as the house filled with silence and her screams and cries were the only noise
everyone stayed silent as she kept crying into my chest
"mi dispiace" i whispered and she kept crying
i don't know why but for some reason i felt guilt
i was never close with madison but what she did for me tonight brings me guilt
for once, in my life for once, i felt guilt
i stayed silent letting the night replay making me feel this hard pain in my throat
holding my sister in my arms as she cried for her when right now she should be in the arms of madison and not mine
i laid my head on her's as i felt my eyes sting making me quickly close them
we stayed in silence as her cried got quieter and quieter the more time passed
she soon let go of me without looking at me and went upstairs to her room
i walked over to my office and shut the door locking it
i ran my hand through my hair, i felt my chest getting heavier as i lost control of my breathing, the room looking like it was spinning and i felt my heart beat quickening
"i cant breathe" i whispered as i reached my hand up to my throat trying to calm myself but i couldn't
i felt tears form in my eyes and quickly run down my face, it's my fault
it's all my fault
the room kept spinning making my head feel like it was about to burst as my chest kept getting heavier and heavier
i felt like i couldn't breathe, my throat hurts and i can't focus on anything as my vision was blurry
throwback to earlier +
"it's a great idea" i told zach as he told us about his idea to make his shipments more secured
his phone rang and he picked it up, "i'll be right back" he said as he walked out the room
"don't you look nice" i heard madison say making me look at her
i snickered "i always look nice"
she snorted, "sophia wasn't lying when she said you have a big ego"
i scoffed and went to say something but that's when we heard a door open and turned around to see manu
"well well well, what do we have here" he smirked as i noticed a gun in his hand
i went to reach for my gun but it was missing, dammit
"madison get out of here" i told her
"why should she? the more the merrier" manu said getting closer to us making me pull madison behind me as we backed up
"now, briyana broke off our little deal so now she has to pay, and that means someone has to die, or both can" he said
my jaw clenched as he pulled his gun up and that's when madison had ran from behind me trying to pull the gun out of his hand
the familiar sound rang but i couldn't tell what had happened except that he was knocked out on the floor
i walked up to her "are you ok" i asked and she quickly nodded "yeah i'm fine, here" she handed me his gun
i looked down, "your bleeding" i said and she shook her head
"it's his blood don't worry i'm fine just go get out, i'm right behind you"
end of flashback +
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