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i walked back into my room in frustration, what the hell
i was telling the ending and then my thoughts took over with my words
i ran my hands through my hair, god dammit
there's no way i have feelings for her, i don't feel anything towards her
i walked into my closet and looked into my drawer finding the photo
if it wasn't for matteo she would've been alive today, he's the reason she's gone
he faked a kidnapping saying he had her mother, in return he wanted valeria
we all went to matteo's house to try and rescue her mother and we had left valeria at the house
we got there and it was empty so we came back and that's when i saw her on the kitchen floor laying in a pool of blood
her blood
i felt that same pain return from that day making me look to the person next to her
i felt that same lump form in my throat again and that same weight return on my chest
valeria died a month right after bella died
i put the photo back in the drawer and closed it, i need it
it wouldn't hurt to just go and grab it, i closed my eyes as my jaw clenched
i headed to the door and walked out going into the kitchen
briyana was laying on the couch with bailey on her chest, it looked like she was sleeping
i went into the cabinet and grabbed a bottle of vodka and scotch
i went to walk out but stopped to look back when i heard a little laugh
bailey had been staring at the tv, tom and jerry was still playing making me roll my eyes
"shh" i let out and baileys eyes shot at me, she extended her arms out for me
i put the bottles down on the kitchen counter and walked over to her
"bababa" she yapped and started squeezing her hands open and close as she reached out still
i don't know what gave in but i bend down and picked her up
what has gotten into me? i shook my head and put her back down
she whimpered and started to let out small cry's making me groan
"shh" i looked around and found a pacifier, i gave it to her but she still didn't stop crying
"fanculo" i muttered and picked her back up and she stopped
i felt my eyelids getting heavy making me yawn
i looked at bailey and she had already fallen asleep on my chest
i took a glance at briyana and she was laying across the couch
