A Story of a Sad Little Boy

the end.

This is not a story, But this book is. This marks a part of my life that can change. I've gotten deep, I've been dramatic, and I've ranted.

This book represents a part of me I want to change. I wrote this in the middle of 8th grade year. I am no longer an 8th grader. I no longer hold grudges and am angry at the people who fucked up and just happened to affect me.  I've realized that I'm my own biggest mistake and the only way to improve is to let go.

This book was written while I was angry at myself and the small slip ups by others. This is just filled with unfinished rants and stupid feelings.

I realize that more petty drama and feelings will happen. That's just life. I have realized that depending on just one or two people to help you through everything bad that happens is just causing them more trouble then anything. To those people I apologize and thank. Thank you for helping me and supporting me. I'm sorry I made my problems yours.

I am going to start dealing with my problems instead of making them other people's problems.

I guess before it's over I should actually show who I am without writing extremes.

Hi I'm Sienna. I'm a freshman in a small corrupt town. I am the emotional support friend. I'm either shy or talking your ear off. I like drawing and acting. I don't actually read as much as I claim to and I'm not actually great at keeping houses plants. I think most logically while in steaming hot showers and I use showers as a way to reset and calm down. I have a few amazing friends and I owe my life to them. I'm a slightly above average student and actor. I have big ears, short hair and I don't smile that much. I am a only human and so is everyone who isn't a lizard person or a robot. I'm a gryffindor but act different around different people.

I guess this is the end. Thank you for reading. I have enjoyed writing this book. It's helped me express my emotions I've represed but I no longer need this book to do that. Thank you all for reading this book to the end. I thank you the reader for reading this and helped keep me writing. This has been my book. I've been writing this for about 9 months and those nine months I've turned to this book when I felt like I had no one else who understands me. So I wrote and wrote until I created my own situations to understand myself.

This is now actually the end.
Thank you for reading.

The end.