“Growth is painful. Change is painful.
But nothing hurts more than being
Stuck
Somewhere you don't
Belong”――――――√√√√―――――–―
“Aoife! Come on bub, Get ready for school and have breakfast downstairs”, Grandma Jane yelled from the kitchen.
“Coming, Grandma!”, Aoife replied.
She was in her bathroom, sitting on the closed toilet seat with a small and sharp shiny thing on her left hand, which was touched to her right wrist and slit her wrist, not deeply, but deep enough to gush out blood.
This is her only thing which makes her smile for the past two years.
When Grandma Jane again called her, she stopped the blood which was coming out from the scar, which is craved right out on her right wrist. After covering her right wrist with a bandage, she went towards her closet and picked out a lilac coloured long sleeve sweater, black jeans and a dark green beanie because of the chilled climate outside.
After getting ready, she went downstairs and greeted her grandmother.
“Good Morning, Grandma.” Aoife said with her iconic fake smile which seems real to others.
“Good Morning, Bub! Sit and have breakfast.” Said Grandma Jane.
By hearing the word ‛breakfast’, Aoife scrunched her nose. Because she didn't like to eat. If she eats, she will gain her weight and she will be more fat. ‛That's what she thinks!’ But the truth is, everyday she skips her breakfast, lunch and sometimes dinner. She sits on the chair of the dinning table. After a minute, Grandma Jane brings her plate with a toast and an omelette. ‛Eggs, the main culprit to make a person fat’ thought Aoife. After Grandma Jane served her breakfast, she went to the kitchen.
As soon as Grandma Jane disappeared in the kitchen, she immediately stuffed her breakfast in a brown paper bag.
She picked her dish and went towards the kitchen and placed the dish in the dishwasher.
“Bye Grandma, I'm leaving for school. Gemma is waiting for me.” Aoife said and kissed her grandmother's cheeks.
“Bye Bub, Have a nice day in school!” Grandma Jane said.
“You too, have a nice day!” Aoife said and left the kitchen. She picked her school bag and slinged it on her shoulder. She picked her phone from the table and stuffed it in her pocket. She picked the brown paper bag in which she stuffed her breakfast and an apple to eat while walking.
After picking up her belongings, she went towards the front door and put on her dark green coat and her white Converse and went out of her house. She closed the door and went towards the cat outside her gate.
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Genç Kurgu||| RARE AND SUDDEN UPDATE WHICH WILL DROP LIKE ATOM BOMBS ||| Aoife, an introvert girl who suffered from betrayal, hatred and pain for 2 years when she came out as gay. Living in the dark, bullied everyday in school, suffering from depression, self...