anatomy || awsten knight

chapter thirty-five

me: we're doing a show in houston tonight, i'll get you in, are you free?

sarah: completely free, send me the address and i'll meet you out front.

me: okay, see you later :)

"Good morning, or should I say could evening." Awsten mumbled, rubbing his eyes as he pulled my curtain across.

"Good evening to you too." I smiled, nodding my head before sitting up and quirky planted a kiss on his lips.

The memory of last night, came back to me in the one moment and I could feel my face drain of its original colour.
I could hear muffles of Awsten saying, 'hazel' and 'are you okay?'. I came out of my panicked dazed to give him and fake response.

"Yeah, no, I'm fine, daydreaming." I smacked my lips together, watching his panicked express relax into a calmer one.

"Are you bringing anyone to the show tonight?" He asked me, resting his arm on the top of the bunk above his head.

"Yeah, my best friend, Sarah." I smiled.

"Can we get her a ticket in, and one backstage?" I asked him, I didn't know why but I felt so bad asking him for that, but this show was sold out.

"Yeah, of course, we can ask Carly, and get her a ticket." He smiled, searching my face in awe.

"What?" I laughed, hiding my face behind my hands.

He rested his hands on my arms. "You look really, um, beautiful." He hesitated for a moment, carefully taking my hands away from my face.

"I look terrible when I wake up." I laughed, before looking up at him in awe.

he thinks i'm beautiful.

I could feel my heart melt. "Thank you." I smiled and bit my lip.

I stood him, reaching the same height as him, standing on my tippy-toes to reach his lips and softly rest my hands, and either side of his face. I let my lips rest on his, for a few moments before we heard a cough behind us. We quickly both winded our eyes before turning to see Travis there, wanting to get past, he has a smile on his face.

"Thanks." He said before making kissing noise while he scooted past us.

I looked at Awsten as Travis walked past us, we both had straight faces on us before breaking out in a laugh, I rested my head on his shoulder, which was vibrating from laughing. I wrapped my arms around his torso. If I'm honest, I was so tempted to tell him about the magazine LA thing, but also knew I could completely and utterly hate myself when I see his face when I tell him. I never said to Paul, or even to myself, that I was going to do it, but I have my mind set on it.

you smell so good.

"Thank you, beautiful."

oh shit i said that out loud?

I looked up at him, giving him a big warm smile as he looked down at me in complete awe, not taking his eyes off mine and I felt like so could stay exactly like this forever, but I heard my phone buzz, which carried me out of my daze and over to my bunk.

sarah: wanna meet for lunch?

me: sure, where?

sarah: avenue brunch, its across from the venue.

me: okay, I can meet you there in an hour?

sarah: okay, yeah, see you soon.