Lost Souls

Chapter 9

Daenerys
  Getting up this morning I can already tell that if Jon stays in my life I will not make it. My head is pounding. My mouth is dry. My skin feels like it's on fire. And this is only a couple of hours of not taking anything.  I don't even know why I didn't take them. I don't owe him anything.
"Daenerys if you don't get your ass up, you will be late for class!!" Miss screams while walking into my room and turning on my lights.
I groan and sit up looking outside. Again it's empty. Like me.
"So what was it last night?"
"What?"
"What did you take last night? Molly? Acid?"
"I-I"
"Shut up i know you've been taking them. I know you haven't stopped since I found you on the floor with vomit surrounding you."
"Why haven't you tried to stop me?"
"Because there is no stopping you" Miss says leaving my room with a sadness on her face. She isn't wrong. There is no stopping me. I overdosed three months ago and here I am still taking everything.
She cares about me I know that; but how can you care for someone when the person doesn't care for them self? Sighing I get out of bed and braid my hair and change into black jeans with my sneakers and dark red long sleeve shirt. I look at my stash and pull out a little white pill. I take it with in an instant.
I go downstairs and as I'm about to leave I say into the house "I'm sorry that I'm not who you want me to be".

Standing in the corner of the school smoking, just looking at the happy people I cringe. They're all living their happy lives with their families while I have nobody. Miss if the closet thing I have to a family and even she's disappointed in me. The sound of a a certain name breaks me out of my thoughts and I know all too well that I need a stronger drug right now.
"Thanks for the ride again Jon! Don't forget I don't need a ride home! Love you!" Sansa fucking Stark. That annoying red head. I have nothing against her. Really; she's just an annoying existence.

Before I know it I'm walking up to him.
"Hey you!" I scream.
Why?
Let's blame it on the high.

Jon
"Sansa if you touch this radio one more time I swear-"
"Oh shut it. You swear what? You'll lecture me to death?"
"Fuck you and get out." I say pulling up to the school. I get out to help her take her project out of the car. As she's talking to me I can't help but look around for her. She's been on my mind since that night. More and more. She's like a virus in a computer you want to get rid of but it keeps coming back.
"Thanks for the ride again Jon! Don't forget I don't need a ride home! Love you! Sansa says breaking  me out of my thoughts of her. As I'm waving goodbye and getting ready to leave I hear someone walking up to me and screaming and I already know that voice. It's the voice that has been haunting me.
"Hey you!"
"What do you want Daenerys?" I say a both harshly but I can already tell by her eyes she's high. Again.
"First of all stay away from me. I don't want anything to do with you. Okay?"
"Me stay away from you? Daenerys YOU walked over here and YOU started talking to me" I say starting to turn around but a small hand grabs my arm and tunes me around.
"No! I mean stay out of my head! I don't want you in my head! I don't need you and your philosophical words in my head! Got it?!" She screams at me. I don't even have a chance to respond because she walks away with a bunch of people looking at us. I watch her leave and all I can think is she will be the end of me. And it seems I will be the end of her.