Lost Souls

Chapter 21

this is a long chapter. there is a little time confusing thing but not a jump. Watch out for BOLD letters to help you.
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Jon
It's now four in the morning and I'm standing outside your house. I don't even know if your awake, but I need to see you. I haven't called you since I left earlier today. I don't even know if your home. I just need to know your safe.

I ring your bell praying to myself that your awake and your roommate isn't here. And of course she is.

"Hi can I help you?" She's beautiful, nothing compared to you but she's beautiful.

"Hi sorry for ringing so late but I was wondering if Dan-Daenerys is here?" I say holding out my hand to shake hers. She just looks at my hand and then back at me.

"Look she doesn't want any of your drugs so please leave". She starts to close the door and I put my hand on it to stop that.

"No no I'm not a drug dealer. I'm Jon. Jon Snow. A friend of Daenerys." She looks shocked the second I say my name.

"Do you have proof your Jon?" She says raising her eyebrow. I pull out my license and hand it to her.
She slowly nods her head and points upstairs.

As I'm making my way up to you, your friends voice stops me, "she loves you and I haven't seen her love anyone like that in a long time".

I hesitate before making my way back up the stairs, but not before saying something to your friend. "I won't hurt her. You have no reason to believe me. You don't even know me. Hell I don't even know your name. But I do know this. I love that girl up there. I'm in love with her. I'll hurt myself before I hurt her."

"Missandei. And Jon. You won't have to hurt yourself because you'll already be dead by my hands." I laugh slightly at that and turn back around.

I start walking up them again and I reach your room and see you laying in bed. The covers are down to your stomach and your laying on your side. You look so peaceful, nobody would ever assume that there's a war going on in that head of yours.

I sit on the edge of the bed near you and brush the hair out of your face. I lean down and press the lightest kiss to your temple. You move slightly at that and your eyes start to open. You look around the room before settling those memorizing eyes onto me.

"Hi" you say smiling slightly

"Hi" I say back in a low quiet voice hoping you wouldn't notice the tone of my voice.

"What's wrong?" Of course you notice

"Nothing. I just wanted to see you" I say still brushing the hairs out of your face. God I love you.

"Jon talk to me" you place your hand onto my cheek and I instinctively lean into it.

"Ramsay destroyed the shop" I say looking everywhere but your eyes.

"What? Why would he do that?" You say sitting up slightly. Your hand moves down to my chest. I just look at you and by the look, you get it. "Oh". You remove your hand from me and start twisting the ring on your finger.

"Yeah" I sigh looking down. You get out the bed and start pacing back and forth. "What are you doing?"

"This is my fault. The shop is destroyed because of me. I'll-I'll fix it. I'll talk to Ramsay. I'll-I'll fix it. I can pay him money. Yeah money. Okay. I'll pay him and he'll leave you alone and the shop alone. Okay. I'll-I'll-" You start to ramble more to yourself then me.