Lost Souls

Chapter 23

still the same day. I'm sort of sorry. the injuries to dany are pretty bad because she is/was an addict and her body isn't fully healed from the drugs so everything will be worse.
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Daenerys
Remember when you were little and whenever you did something bad you tried to hide it from your parents? You were so afraid that they were going to ground you or take your toys away.

That's how I'm feeling right now. I feel like I've just been caught by my parents. But no, I've been caught by someone much worse. I don't turn around. I just keep looking at the door. If I turn around, all hell breaks loose.

"Daenerys where the fuck did you go? I wake up to not only you being gone but my fucking car" you say to me. I know your closer to me but I'm still afraid to turn around.

"Out for a drive". I say back in a raspy voice. Fuck Ramsay you really squeezed hard.

"Daenerys turn around"

"No I'm okay. The door is so nice. Look at the color. So-"

"Daenerys turn the fuck around".

I sigh and hit my head on the door. I turn around after a few seconds with my eyes closed. I hear you growl under your breath. I open my eyes and see you have your jaw clenched.

"I slipped" I blurt out. I mentally roll my eyes at myself. You scoff at that.

"Yeah let me guess on what. Ramsay's fist". You grab my chin lightly and turn my head to get a better look at my eye. I can already feel the bruise forming. You grit your teeth when you notice the marks on my neck.

"I'm sorry" I say looking up at you. You drop your hand and step back. You take my hand and bring me into the bathroom. You sit me on the counter and pull out the first aid kit and start to clean up my face.

"Where else?"

"Where else what?" I furrow my brows and wince forgetting the cut on it.

"Where else did he fucking hit you?" You say gritting your teeth together. I lift my shirt up and show you the bruise already forming on my stomach. Your jaw if possible clenches more. You walk out of the bathroom.

Confused I follow you. You go into the kitchen and grab ice. You hand it to me without looking at me. Told you, your going to be furious.

"I'm sorry Jon" I say placing the ice on my stomach wincing at the coldness from it.

"FUCK Dany! I told you to stay away from him! I told you not to try and fix it! And of course you don't fucking listen! God forbid THE DAENERYS TARGARYEN LISTENS! I ASKED YOU TO STAY AWAY FROM HIM! YOUR LUCKY YOUR NOT DEAD DANY!" You scream at me while hitting the top of the island in the kitchen. The tears that threatened to fall before, well they fell.

"I did this for you. I did this to make sure he would leave you alone. It's my fault your in this mess so I have to fix it Jon". I say practically whispering.

"Dany how many times do I have to tell you. This was not and will never be your fault! I told you to stay away because I knew this would happen! How could you be so fucking stupid?" You snap at me. Ouch that hurt.

"I am stupid! I'm so stupid! I'm the stupid girl who lost her parents. I'm the stupid girl who is addicted to every drug known demand! I'm the stupid girl who went to see a vicious man to help you!" I yell back at you angrily.

"So then why did you fucking go if you knew it was a bad idea?" You say gritting your teeth still.

"FOR YOU! I DID IT TO PROTECT YOU!" I scream back at you throwing the ice down.

"I NEVER ASKED YOU TO PROTECT ME. I ASKED YOU TO STAY AWAY." You scream back me. The island in the kitchen is the only thing keeping us apart, yet it feels like a whole world is.

How did we go from loving one another and being happy to this? To screaming at each other and you hating me? Oh right because of me.

"That's the thing Jon. You protect the people you love. So I must be so fucking stupid because I did all of this because I love you" I snap at you and walk away. I don't let you respond because I don't want to hear it.

I walk into my room and sit on the bed. I hear the front door slam close and you drive away. The tears come down harder then ever. At least I told you I love you. Not the way I wanted but I told you.

A few hours go by and I get off the bed and take a shower. You haven't came back yet. I doubt you will. Told you, you would regret loving me. I finish my shower and while I'm getting dressed Miss comes into my room.

"Hey I'm staying the night at Grey's and - HOLY SHIT WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO YOUR FACE?! DID JON DO THIS?! I SWEAR TO GOD ILL KILL THAT MOTHER FUCKER"

"MISS NO. Jon didn't do this. I got into trouble with someone else! It wasn't Jon! I'm okay!" I say grabbing her arm to stop her from going to kill you.

"Who did it?" She says clenching her jaw.

"I can't tell you. Please don't worry. I'm okay I swear. You were saying before you blew up?" I ask her to get her mind off this. I can't drag her into this. I won't do it.

"Fine. I hate you for that. I'm staying at Grey's tonight and someone is here to see you" She says walking out of my room. Before she leaves, she turns around and hugs me. "I love you and call me if you need anything. I don't have to go to Grey's. I'll stay here"

"No no. Go to his place. I'll be fine. I promise" I hug her back and pull away. She smiles slightly and walks away. I hear the front door open and close and hear her say to the person waiting for me that I'll be right down.

I go downstairs but stop on the second to last step. I gasp at the sight in front of me.

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the rest will be in Daenerys POV. only two in Jon's.
this book is ending soon. I have an ending written up. As of right now I'm okay with it, it might change.

so who is there?
thank you to everyone reading.