Lost Souls

Chapter 1

Here we go, in the crazy world.

Long & Lost//Florence & The Machine
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Daenerys

So apparently there's this bright light you see before you die or that's what they tell you. But how do they know? Did they resurrect from the dead to tell us that? Only the people who faced death knows what's it like. Anybody else is simply lying or just wants to sound cool. Either way don't believe anybody until you've witnessed it for yourself and even then don't believe it. Now you may be asking yourself why I'm speaking about the white light and dying well because I've witnessed dying before but didn't die and I might be a little high. Either way I know what I'm talking about.
So I guess this where you get to know all about me and find out why I'm taking you on this journey well, here we go I guess. The name is Daenerys Targaryen . I'm 18 and I have no family. Not one bit. My mom overdosed on drugs when I was 12, my dad got arrested and killed himself in jail and my sister was drowned by my mom. Gotta love family. For most of my life I was in a foster care but my the age of 15 I left. I just packed a bag and left. Ever since then I've been on my own. Okay maybe not on my own but enough to know what it feels like. I have a group of friends, we call ourselves the lost souls. We all have the same background and we all met around. The only person who honestly gets me is Missandei. She's been my best friend since I was 13 when I tried to kill myself.
I've been arrested twice for drug use not so great on school records. Oh forgot to mention that I'm a junior in high school. Yay! I guess taking in mommy's footsteps take place here. The only difference between her and I is that I don't get pregnant at 16 and run away to be with a junkie. I was in love once and it was great in all but then you know reality struck and I realized what he wanted. Sex. Funny, that all guys want from you is sex and you can't even give that without worrying about getting pregnant or getting aids. Well I didn't get either. So go me!
This is only the beginning of my fucked up life. You wanna learn more your going to have to continue to go through my crazy journey and find out how I became who I am today. Like I said half the stuff I'm saying here I'm pulling out of my ass, I'm high right now. But I can say this and know I'll remember it in the morning there's only one life you live so why are you going to sit at home and wonder what if, when you could be wondering why not. So remember that little white light those skeptics talk about, well yeah you're about to see that little white light a whole lot. Good luck. You're going to need it.

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Enjoy.x.