it's been a year since i last spoke to ella, and it's pretty clear what happened to her. her life was completely taken from her in an instant. that could of been me a year ago, that night i was laying in the bathroom. i cut myself deep that night. i almost let calum drive me completely insane.
surprisingly it's not like that anymore. ella kept her promise. i'm happy. i'm not completely fixed, but i'm getting better. i got a boost on my medicine, and i regularly go to therapy. my therapist is a sweet lady, and she listens to me. i like expressing how i feel, and not keeping it all stored inside.
i'm currently put into a class for people with schizophrenia, so i can learn people skills, how to live own your own, and how to get a job. i met a lot of new people in there, and that's surprising. before i wouldn't talk to anybody and just keep my distance, but now i do talk to people. that's how i met my now girlfriend jane.
i love jane so much, but nobody could compare to the person ella was. i miss her everyday, but i know she's not suffering anymore. if she's happy then i'm happy.
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phone calls // mgc
Fanfiction"i think i love you, and that kind of scares me" //**warning: includes mental illnesses + physical illnesses and self harm please do not read if it may be triggering to you (lower case intended) © 2014 horrorstorymgc