'It's been six months since I was last hospitalised. This has been my third suicide attempt and I tried overdose again. It failed as you can see, I'm fine at the moment though. Also I've been away from the blades for almost a month'. Then there was an applause. I hate this lame ass support group. 'Thanks Flo now...'
'IT'S FLORENCE, please!' I interrupted Frank the support group leader. 'Sorry, Florence. Now anyone else want to share their story?' Frank said. I have to listen to these teenagers drone on about their problems, I'd rather be in hospital again than here!
My name is Florence. I'm 16 and I'm a suicidal teenage girl. I became suicidal about two years ago when I first moved to Australia. I left my friends, some of my family and I ha to break up with my boyfriend because we'd never see each other. I loved him a lot so it was tough. I have no friends over here. They all tease me for being an ugly, four-eyed, emo freak. Excuse me but I'm punk rock! Everyone listens to that crappy pop shit, well I like punk pop for example 5 Seconds of Summer. Oh my god I love them so much. I was hoping I'd see them since I live in Sydney, near to where they live. But I've never seen them.
When support group was over my mum drove me home. She asked me about it and I just grunted, she stopped talking after that. I miss my friends so bad. Chloe, Tabby and Ruth. The three most amazing friends I could have. If they were here we would all fangirl about 5sos and try find them around Sydney. I can't do it without them though. I Skype them all the time but it's not the same. I miss those crazy sleepovers we had and the fangirling. I miss them loads.
I walked into my bedroom and on my bed I saw my only friend. Pudge, my pet pug. Yes I love pugs! Most people think their ugly but I think there adorable. She make me feel better when I'm down, it sounds pathetic but I have no friends over here. I'm so asking if Chloe, Tabby and Ruth can come to Australia for summer. They don't know about my depression or my suicide attempts and I don't plan on telling them.
My lonesome day carried on. I watched teenagers walk past my house laughing and having fun. I wish I could just fit in. I took Pudge for a walk and I saw something amazing! I saw Luke Hemmings move into his new house. He spotted me and waved. I waved back and walked towards him trying not to scream or cry. 'Hey!' He said. 'Uh hi... Um'. He started to laugh. 'Your adorable, so your a fan by the looks of it?' He said looking at my 5sos shirt. 'Yeah big fan!' I squealed. He laughed again and I laughed with him. 'Wanna help me?' He asked and I nodded straight away. I tied Pudge to a tree in the shade and Luke filled a water bowl for her. We instantly became friends. I helped him for the rest of that week.
A week later he asked me while chilling eating pizza on his sofa 'Do you want to meet the rest of the boys?' 'Oh my gosh, please!' I giggled he texted the boys for another pizza movie night tomorrow. I walked home and could not sleep at all that night. I'm going to meet the rest of the boys! I'm buzzing in my bed and I'm tweeting so much. Haha bitches I'm meeting the 5sos boys! Maybe they'll finally be nice to me. Maybe I'll have more friends. Maybe my suffering can end.
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Finding true happiness (a 5sos fanfiction)
Fanfiction'Its been six months since I was last hospitalised. This has been my third suicide attempt and I tried overdose again. It failed as you can see, I'm fine at the moment though. Also I've been away from the blades for almost a month'. Florence is a de...
