As soon as I saw Florence run into her house, I knew something was wrong. I was just putting the rubbish out and I saw her run past. Her front door slammed shut, I needed to know what was wrong. I waited a few minuets thinking if I should just call Michael instead but then Florence was my best friend. Because of Florence I've found Chloe, the most beautiful, funny, awkward girl I've met. Because of Florence, Michael is happier and more lively. She also makes me happy when I'm down, she's awesome at video games and she's just a great person in general. When Michael told me about her past, it hurt a lot. I never thought someone so funny and lovely like her would ever be bullied and attempt suicide.
I decided to go in after her, after all like I said she's my best friend. I ran upstairs and opened the door and saw something I never wanted to see in my life. She was holding a blade to her wrist. 'WHAT ARE YOU DOING!' I shouted and smacked the blade out of her hand. I could feel tears form and run down my cheek. 'What the fuck Florence,' my voice cracked, how embarrassing. She told me her bullies met her an decided to hit her. I became angry at the thought of someone hurting her. It made my blood boil. Florence then bursted out in tears and I gave her a cuddle. I rested my chin on her head and tried to calm her down. She told me everything, I was pretty surprised that she could be quite aggressive. I decided that maybe I should call Michael, I didn't know what else I could do. That sounds shitty and all but I don't know. I've never been in these situations and neither has Michael but he's her boyfriend and he can sit with her and kiss her and make her feel better. I called Michael and he just said he would be right over.
When Michael did arrive I talked to him quickly about what happened. 'Yeah her bullies beat her up basically, she was standing up for herself but she got hurt pretty bad,' I explained. Michael just nodded and gave me a man hug. I don't think there's anything else I could do. I walked home with thoughts rushing in my head. 'You should of done of something to help idiot' I thought. 'Why didn't you comfort her more you awkward loser.' I cried a little, I wish I did more to help. I let myself in my house and sat on the sofa. I really wanted to see if Florence was okay so I texted Michael.
Me: Is Florence okay?
Mikey: She's asleep I think she'll be okay, I'm gonna take her out tomorrow to the beach to forget about it, come along with Cal and Ash if you want.
Me: Sure 👍
At least she's okay now I'm gonna stop worrying about it. Then I thought of Chloe. What if that was Chloe in that situation. What if she had depression and suicide problems. I need to tell her how much I love her;
Me: Just to let you know Chloe I love you so so much. You are my world and I never want to leave you. You are so beautiful and funny and so awkward but I love that. You are so unbelievably perfect for me and I wish you were here now so I can really show you how much I love you. Please never feel that you need to hurt yourself or think your ugly. You are beautiful and your to beautiful to hurt yourself. I love you baby.
I locked my phone and took myself to bed.
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Finding true happiness (a 5sos fanfiction)
Hayran Kurgu'Its been six months since I was last hospitalised. This has been my third suicide attempt and I tried overdose again. It failed as you can see, I'm fine at the moment though. Also I've been away from the blades for almost a month'. Florence is a de...
