I woke up to the smell of bacon and it smelt amazing. I ran downstairs and found my dad making us bacon sandwiches. 'Morning, bacon sandwich?' He asked me, I nodded and sat down and ate my delicious bacon sandwich. I devoured it in minuets, bacon is one of my favourite foods if you can not tell. I ran back upstairs and changed into shorts and a crop top. I got ready for the day, I don't know why but I felt really happy.
I went out to the park, it seems strange 'Why are you going to the park your sixteen for gods sake' you would probably say but I love the park here. It's quiet and it's just a nice place to sit and think about things. The sun hit my back and it made me feel even better. The park was empty, the way I like it. I sat down on a swing and started rocking back and forth on my feet. My thoughts were buzzing about Michael and Luke. I feel really shitty for not telling Luke as he was the one who befriended me and introduced me to Mikey. I think I should go visit Luke and see how he is, the other guys might even be there. I walked to Luke's, my head held high for once and feeling happy about myself. Maybe I was finally getting over my depression, I mean I'm walking around with my scars on show. For once I don't give two fucking shi...
'Oh my god isn't that the bitch who tried killing herself!' A girl shouts out.
'Only for attention too!' A boy shouts back his arms snaked around her waist. 'Ew look at her ugly scars, well she's ugly anyway but haha', another girl says. 'Fucking hell I wish she was actually dead', the first girl says again, Mel Jackson. I then make out that its William Murphy and Sofia Samuels who were with her. They bullied me like fuck. I felt tears forming but I tried hard to keep them back. 'Your such a pussy, just like in school all those years ago', Sofia snaps. Her voice pisses me off, it's so manly. 'So what do you do in your pathetic life?' Mel smirks, William starts kissing her neck making me feel uncomfortable. 'I...I go to my boyfriends house, yeah quiet a lot and he really cares for me. He takes me out on dates, he stays with me when I feel ill and I can actually eat like a pig in front of him. Unlike you Mel, William uses you as a fuck toy and you are an anorexic little SLUT!' I shouted at Mel. Sofia's jaw dropped and William was trying hard not to laugh. Mel gave him an evil stare so he stopped straight away. Mel walked up to me and SLAP! 'Don't you call me a slut you emo freak!' And she kicked me so I fell to the floor. Sofia kicked my shin which fucking killed. They all started kicking me and calling me names. I had enough. I managed to get up and fucking punch the bitch. I gave her a nice nosebleed. Sofia pushed me and walked off with Mel. William spat on me and ran off to them. I cried. Bullies suck. They can go suck ass.I walked home, fuck Luke's I just want to get back into bed. I walked straight past his house and ran into mine. I ran into my bathroom and saw blood, dirt and a handprint from Mel slapping my face. I cleaned myself off and changed into a baggy grey shirt. I hate life, it's an asshole. I noticed a nice pencil sharpener. I walked to my desk and got the screwdriver out the draw. Once I got the razor out I placed it on my wrist. 'Here goes nothing', I said aloud. Before I could do anything Luke burst into my room. 'WHAT ARE TOU DOING!' He shouted and smacked the blade out of my hand. He looked at me with so much pain on his eyes. 'What the fuck Florence,' his voice cracked. 'I met my bullies today, they decided to hit me'. I barely whispered. 'Its all my fault too!' I burst out into tears. I was so happy this morning but now I feel shit. 'What did you say?' Luke hushed as he cuddled me. I explained it all to Luke his chin rested on my head. 'I'm gonna call Mikey', Luke kissed my forehead and got out his phone.
'Mike, uh your girl needs you right now she's really upset, okay see you soon.' He locked his phone and gave me a quick little hug. Michael came over as quick as he could by the looks of things. How I could tell you ask, well his zipper was undone and his hair was like a birds nest also he had odd socks. Luke quietly spoke to Michael, probably about everything. Michael nodded and sat next to me his arm automatically went around me. I cried into his chest my makeup fully ruined. Michael laid down and let me lay on top of him. 'What were their names baby,' he whispered. I really didn't want to say because I'd get in more shit. 'Please Florence, it's important that I know,' he said almost crying. 'Mel Jackson...William Murphy and...and Sofia Samuels', I said sobbing. 'Those bitches, I remember them before I left school. You hadn't joined by then that's why I've never met you before.' Michael knew them, I hope that he will kick their asses. I was falling asleep on Michael, again. He tucked me into bed and kissed my forehead. 'Sweet dreams princess'. And the room was silent.
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Finding true happiness (a 5sos fanfiction)
Fanfiction'Its been six months since I was last hospitalised. This has been my third suicide attempt and I tried overdose again. It failed as you can see, I'm fine at the moment though. Also I've been away from the blades for almost a month'. Florence is a de...