'Shit...' I woke up and immediately my head was banging. Everything was a blur and my ears were ringing. 'Oh my fuck,' Calum said as he woke up getting the same feeling as me. 'Morning Cal,' I groaned being careful not to wake anyone else up. 'Morning, fucking hell my head hurts like fuck,' he loudly whispers. 'I'll make tea,' I said getting up and walking to Ashton's kitchen. I got out two mugs from the cupboard and filled the kettle with water. My head feels like its just been ran over by a stampede of elephants and a bomb just went off in my brain. I looked around and saw bottles of vodka and tequila all over the counter. Beer cans spread all over the floor. The kettle boiled and made mine and Calum's tea. 'Here you go,' I said passing a mug to Calum. 'Thanks, urg does your head hurt just as much as mine?' He asked groaning. I nodded as I took a sip of nice hot tea.
I looked around the room an saw Tabby with her mouth open with her arms and legs spread out everywhere, Luke on top of Chloe snoring away, Chloe had a can of beer still in her hand and alcohol down her clothes. Ruth had a slice of pizza on her face and Ashton was snuggled up to her, his nose on her ear and his moth wide open. And Michael was sleeping next to me on his front snoring and drooling a little. It was actually kinda adorable so I took a picture. I took a picture of all of them and posted it to Instagram and twitter. I chuckled to myself and Calum was pissing himself with laughter when he saw them. 'Whaa?' Luke groaned as he woke up very confused. Chloe then followed after him and she didn't look very happy. 'SHITBALLS MY HEAD!' She shouted which then woke up Michael and Tabby. 'Fucks sake Chloe let people sleep!' Michael said throwing a pillow at Chloe's head. Tabby was leaning on Calum still very sleepy. 'Can I have a sip of tea Calum?' She asked him. He passed her the mug and it wasn't a sip, she drunk the rest of it. 'So Ruth has a slice of pizza on her face and it looks like Ashton wants to eat her ear?' Chloe asks hovering over the couple. 'Yup,' I said taking another sip of tea. 'Let them sleep guys, it might do them good as we all have banging headaches now!' Tabby says cuddling up to Calum. We all nodded and decided to quietly watch tv. Surprise the kids cartoons were on so we ended up watching TMNT, Pokémon, Batman and the good old classic Spongebob episodes.
After about two hours at laughing at kids cartoons Ruth woke up and felt the pizza on her face. 'What the fuck?' She groans. 'Why do I have pizza on my face?' She asks, she took the slice off and there was a residue of tomato purée and pepperoni. 'Oh my fucking god!' Luke burst out laughing taking loads of pictures and showing Chloe. Ashton then woke up and actually started laughing at Ruth. 'Aww babe, I think she loves pizza too much that she even slept with it,' he joked and wiped the residue off her face. Ashton kissed her cheek and wrapped his arm around her. 'Guys I'm really not in the mood to change or do shit,' I said. 'Agreed!' Chloe said flopping back onto her mattress. 'Let's just watch movies all day!' Ashton pipes up. We all agreed and picked out several movies. Anchorman and anchorman 2, mean girls, the purge, the conjuring and more. We made popcorn and hot chocolate and snuggled up with our boyfriends.
We were watching the conjuring when we heard a loud bang. 'What the fuck was that?' Ashton whined, Ashton hates horror movies. 'It's probably just your neighbours Ash,' Michael said pulling me in tighter. 'Then why are you holding me tighter like your protecting me?' I asked him looking into his eyes. 'Just in case, I don't want my girlfriend to get hurt,' he said and kissed my head. The noise came back again and I decided to investigate. 'Right you scaredy cats I'm investigating!' I got up and walked towards the noise. Great it was in the basement. I opened Ashton's basement door and used my phone as a flash light. I walked down the steps almost tripping as I was still a little intoxicated. I looked around all of Ashton's crap. Old drum sets, boxes full of old trophies and medals. I heard the loud banging again. 'Shit!' I loudly whispered almost shitting myself. 'Calm down its not a serial killer clown,' I thought. I heard the banging again and to my surprise it was the wind on the basement window. God it was loud! I shut the window properly and walked myself up the steps again. I went to open the door and it wouldn't move. 'Guys! The doors stuck!' I panicked shouting out to them. There was no footsteps or answering back. 'GUYS PLEASE, TOU BETTER NOT BE MESSING WITH ME!' I shouted again. I could feel tears on my eyes and my breathing got heavier and louder. My hands started shaking and my voice was cracking. 'OPEN THE DOOR!' I said crying. I hate small spaces and the dark, and Ashton's basement was a mix of both. I could feel myself getting a panic attack and my fingers fumbled to text Ashton. 'GUYS IM STUCK!' I said falling onto the step and crying my eyes out. 'Florence! Are you okay?' I heard Luke's voice. 'T..the...door...i...is stuck!' I said between sobs. 'I'm having a panic attack open the door!' I cried. 'ASHTON OPEN YOUR BASEMENT DOOR!' I heard Luke running off to get Ash. Ashton ran back and banged on the door, trying to open it up. It opened on his third try and Luke picked me up and took me to Michael. 'Oh baby shhh your okay now, Ash get her some water!' Michael shouted. 'I was really scared,' I sobbed into Michaels neck. 'Well your safe now and I promise this will never happen to you again. I love you too much to see you like this.'
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Finding true happiness (a 5sos fanfiction)
Fanfic'Its been six months since I was last hospitalised. This has been my third suicide attempt and I tried overdose again. It failed as you can see, I'm fine at the moment though. Also I've been away from the blades for almost a month'. Florence is a de...
