Finding true happiness (a 5sos fanfiction)

Chapter 14: Anger

The next day Michael came over to mine. I was making myself some toast and he walked into the kitchen. His arms wrapped around my waist and he nuzzled into my neck. 'Why did you just let yourself in', I said gritting my teeth. 'Huh? I'm sorry I thought you wouldn't mind', he said. I scoffed and moved his arms off my waist. 'Whats the matter babe', Michael asked me. I wanted to scream at him. 'Why did you tell Luke?' I crossed my arms and faced him. 'Tell Luke what?' He said rather confused. 'That I was suicidal and I cut!' I shouted at him, I could feel tears but I held them back. 'Sorry I thought someone should kn...'
'NO ONE SHOULD KNOW' I interrupted him. He was taken aback, there was a long silence. 'IM SORRY THAT I WAS TRYING TO BE A GOOD BOYFRIEND, I THOUGHT LUKE WAS YOUR BEST FRIEND SO I THOUGHT I SHOULD OF TOLD HIM!' He shouted back at me after what seemed forever. I couldn't speak, I didn't have anything to say back. 'I just thought Luke would of wanted to know seeming as he cares for you, I wanted there to be more awareness so you wouldn't try kill yourself again', he said tears in his eyes. I realised how much he really cared. He started to walk away when I grabbed his wrist and made him face me. I wrapped my arms around him and cried into his chest. His arms went around my back and held me close to him. He was crying too, I felt like the worst girlfriend ever. I never thought I'd see him cry. Tears rolled down his cheeks and he was sniffling. 'Its okay Michael I won't judge you', I said while sobbing. He then went full out crying which made me feel even worse. 'Do you want Vegemite toast to make you feel better?' I asked him attempting a smile. He nodded and kissed my forehead.

We ate toast and cuddled up in my bed. Michael somehow got crumbs in my bed so it was rather uncomfortable. Michael fell asleep and all I could hear was soft snores. I was still angry for telling Luke but he was only trying to help. I decided to invite the girls back over to Australia in a months time. I bet their dying to see the boys and I. Chloe and Luke are defiantly official, it's so cute that my shy and awkward best friend fell in love. Ashton and Ruth apparently talk every night on the phone and they kik all the time. Tabby and Calum are just perfect together. She found someone who has so much on common with her and loves her silly crazy jokes and actions. I miss them like hell! I decided to snuggle up to Michael and relax. I dozed off on top of him.

I woke up with Michael on my Xbox, 'Who said you could go on my Xbox ' I said throwing a pillow at him. 'Hey what was that for!' He laughed and threw it back. We decided to have a tickle fight and Michael had me pinned down on the bed. He tickled my armpits, which is my most ticklish place. I squealed and giggled almost pissing myself. 'STOP!' I squealed and he just carried on until we couldn't breath from laughter. He laid on top of me and kissed me. It got passionate and I could feel his hand go up my top. I bit his lip and he let out a small moan. I giggled we carried on kissing for anther five minuets. We stopped and played some Xbox.

I love this boy so much.