Michael stripped me and himself naked. He slipped on his condom and laid on top of me. 'I'll be slow and gentle okay?' He hushed and I nodded. I wrapped my legs around his back and he entered me. The pain was excruciating but pleasuring at the same time. We started to have a rhythm going and I was getting used to it. It still hurt but I was too busy moaning to think about it. 'Uurg...you feel so good Florence', Michael moaned. I rolled on top and I started to ride him. 'Uh...uh baby', Michael moaned once again. I kept bouncing on his length and I continuously moaned. 'I think...I'm gonna...' I got off of him. Michael took off his condom and threw it away. I was tired and I fell asleep in his bed. He wrapped his arms around me.
I woke up and I had a shower. I iwas halfway washing my body and 'BOO!' I screamed and looked behind me to see my idiot boyfriend. 'You scared the shit out of me!' I shouted at him, he just laughed an pressed his naked body against mine. 'Not now baby', I giggled. Michael washed himself and we both wrapped each other in towels. We both changed in front of each other. I didn't even care anymore. 'I like your bra', Michael smirked looking at me. I threw a t shirt at him realising its mine. 'Give it back Michael!' I squealed and he refused. He sat on it and wrestled me for it. 'Michael please I need to get home!' I shouted at him. He frowned and threw it at me. I changed into my clothes and brushed my teeth. 'Michael I'm gonna go now', I kissed his forehead as he started a game on CoD. He was to into it to see me to the door so I took myself out. I listened to some Nirvana as I walked myself home.
As I walked up to my door my mum burst out and grabbed my wrist. 'WHERE WERE YOU!' She screamed at me. 'Michaels', I said. She gave me the look of I-hope-you-didn't-fuck-him worrying look. 'We didn't do anything', I lied and she asked me all these questions. After a quick game of 20 questions with my mum I went to my room. I skyped with Ruth, 'Hey Rufus!' I squealed in front of the camera. 'Hey!' She replied in her usual cheery tone. It was super late in England but Ruth and Chloe are having a sleepover. Of course they would be awake! 'Okay I had sex with Michael', I explained bursting to tell them. They both gasped, 'Bitch you had sex with Ash on the first week, and you Chloe had sex with Luke!' They both looked taken aback. 'I'm sorry guys', I sighed.
'No were sorry for fucking with the boys when we were meant to be visiting you', they said back.
'Its fine honestly I'm happy for you guys'. We spoke for another half an hour about random shit and finally they started to get sleepy. I sent them to bed and ended the call. I got a text from Luke;Lucas 🐧: Hey want to come over? X
Florence: Love to! X
Lucas 🐧: See ya soon then X
I walked to Luke's house. I'm so glad I have Luke as a best friend. He's so sweet and he befriended me when I really needed a friend. I knocked on Luke's door and waited for him to answer. 'Hey!' He said hugging me tightly. Luke always gave amazing hugs almost as good as Michael. 'So you and Michael?' He asked me handing me a drink. 'Yeah we're good', he lead me to the sofa 'Did you have sex with Michael', he said seriously. Luke was never this serious or kinda worried me a bit. 'DID YOU!' He shouted this time. I gasped, I didn't like it when Luke talked to me like this. 'Yes', I whispered. Luke sighed and wrapped his arm around me. 'I hope he didn't force you to do anything', he gently said nuzzling into me. It was sweet that he cared but I really was fine. Luke ordered, you guessed it, pizza. We ordered a large cheesy pizza and invited Ashton over. I haven't spoke to him in a while and I really should.
Ashton came over after the pizza arrived. 'Hey Ash!' I squealed, I've missed this guy. 'Hey, how are you and Michael?' He asked, everyone asks me this now. 'Oh we're good thanks', he nodded and took the first slice of pizza. 'Hey that was the one I wanted!' Luke whined, I just giggled as they started fighting over a pizza slice. I keeked their little fight and posted it. I was in tears as I watched it over and over. We all took selfies and made keeks of us being weird. Soon enough it was around seven pm and I needed to go. 'Stay over tonight', Luke asked his hand on my wrist. I nodded and texted my mum, she wouldn't be happy about this.
Florence: Staying at Luke's across the road, nock if you need anything
Mum 💕: Alright stay home tomorrow though missy! This household needs you too
I laughed and we set up duvets and pillows in Luke's living room. We watched a couple horror films and films each others reactions on keek. Luke actually squealed a couple times and I sent that to Chloe. When they finished Luke looked at me dead in the eye 'Florence I'm worried, Michael told me about your suicide and self harm. I was worried that Michael wouldn't love you for it', my jaw dropped. Michael told Luke? I thought it was just between us.
Obviously not.
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Finding true happiness (a 5sos fanfiction)
Fanfiction'Its been six months since I was last hospitalised. This has been my third suicide attempt and I tried overdose again. It failed as you can see, I'm fine at the moment though. Also I've been away from the blades for almost a month'. Florence is a de...